This is the First Letter of Lore149.

06/10/2007 15:59 (cell’s time) 4:01pm (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time is 5 + 9 = 14, and the whole of the time of the Second Time is 41, the inverse of 14.  But the hour of the First Time is 15 and 1 + 5 = 6.  And from the date we have that the day and the month gives 61 – yes, my connection to you, but if we add the 6 from the hour of the First Time, we get 616, which not only gives 61, but also 16 – my link to Linda.  But 14 (from the minutes of the First Time) added to the year 27, gives 41 – the whole of the Second Time.  And the Entry that is going to be quoted is Entry87, where

8 + 7 = 15 – the hour of the First Time.  But 15 also the number combination of Divine Order, and the Divine is what comes up in this letter.

Dear Lore

 I want to quote the Entry87, Part1 and Part2 firstly:

This is Entry87 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal.

06/10/07 00:25am

I want to document a few notes, but before I do that, I first want to share my dream I had on the night of 04/10/2007/morning of 05/10/2007.  I dreamt I was at a huge home.  And outside a road was apparently made by myself – but it was a road, but it looked a bit different and it was a gravel road.  Now I know a woman once said on KykNet – when it was still channel 35 on DSTV, that gravel roads refer to the Divine.  But as I was on this “funny” road, I walked past an empty swimming pool – or at least, it was empty of water, but there were ornaments inside it.  And one particular one caught my attention and I took it in my hands and looked at it.  And it was some form that was a Holland Delft thing.  And my head showed me this morning to look up these words.  And I did and what I found, was the following:  This is on page 474 of the Oxford English Dictionary and the 3rd paragraph the 5th word with the meaning:

“…a kind of glazed earthenware made at Delf or Delft in Holland…”

And then I had to look up Holland and came across the following:  It is on page 912 of the Oxford English Dictionary, and it is the 3rd word in the 1st column that says

“…it is describing the district about Dordrecht, the nucleus of Holland….”

But funny enough, on the page where the language these people speak, namely Dutch – and which apparently also link to the word Holland, is also linked to Germany and is said of on page 574

“…popular, national vulgar…”

And this is the 9th word in the 3rd column on this page 574.  But why I said it is interesting the previous quote on page 912 that speak about Holland in the 1st column, the 3rd word, is that on the same page, the 3rd column, but the second word, is the word, the Holocaust.

But now we have in my dream a gravel road (linked to the Divine) built by myself in some way  or another and we have something that is the nucleus of something that is actually unacceptable (national vulgar).  So may we assume that in the NO-thingness, we find that the “nucleus”, is actually unacceptable – but was implemented for a reason.  And I wrote a lot of letters about “why” they were implemented and “what” it caused and that it was no coincidence.

But lets get to the documentation of the Notes of the Copper Notebook, before I repeat myself too much.

First Note

02/10/2007 22:12 turning 22:13

We (my parents and I) had a fight after we came from Emperors Palace (Caesars) – why nobody know, except that maybe my mom is only seeking her own interest.  And as we turned off, she fell over in the back of the vehicle and was even more irritated and angry about that and said:

Ek gaan nooit weer saam met julle kerk toe, ag ek bedoel casino, toe nie…

Translated it means:  I am never going to the church/I mean the casino, with you guys ever again.

And I thought to myself – I wonder what happened to that thing in the Christian Bible that says that love does not seek its own interest?

And then I realized, but Jesus told the people that the greatest commandment is to love God and then to love thy neighbours (others), like you love yourself.  But now, you must not in the “loving yourself” process, seek your own interest?  How are you  going to be able to do the “loving yourself” process, if you do not seek your own interest and take your own at heart?

Because in some way you must seek your own interest to love yourself and there fore please God (as Jesus said it is the greatest commandment next to loving God), to love thy neighbour  (others), like yourself.  But if you have your own interest at heart – there is no room for anything else, anybody else!

So, somewhere, something doesn’t make sense.

Maybe my mother’s statement that she is not going to “church” was a Freudian slip to focus my attention on this paradox.

                                                                                                     02/10/2007 22:20

Next Note

02/10/2007 23:17

And my mom read to me today about Rick Warren’s book where Rick is talking about how God is waiting for us to please God.  And I asked my mom:  but how does Rick Warren say how must one please God?  Because if I look at the situation on earth, I wonder to myself – at this stage there is chaos because nobody really know how to please God/Allah or whatever the Creator is called.  We, on planet Earth, rather need God, than God sitting up somewhere waiting to “smile” when we please God – excuse me!!!! !!!!

                                                                                                     02/10/2007 23:20

Next Note

02/10/2007 23:47

My thoughts now is that it seems to me- if the consciousness must become one of longing for NO-thing – to not exist anymore, that God rather want us to NEED GOD!   It seems that will please God – the (other way around), the inverse, of we pleasing God.

I know it doesn’t make sense – to please someone you must need that person.  But that is not that senseless – in a way it does make sense.  As all of us do want to feel to be needed in this world.

                                                                                                     02/10/2007 23:51

Next Note

03/10/2007 16:13 or 4:13pm or 44.

I have bitten off the skin of the middle finger on my left hand.  It is bleeding a bit now.  But that skin bothered me.

Talking about middle – there are the sea called in Afrikaans the “Middelandse See”.  But if I see how my finger is bleeding – the blood is red.  And I think of that volcano in the Red Sea – the fire on that volcano on that island in the Red Sea.  But the sea is actually blue, but it is called the “red” sea there?  And there are a “dead” sea and a “black” sea, but as far as I know, they are all blue, these seas.  No wonder it is so confusing to be alive – as red, black and dead are all actually blue?  And the sea is blue but they talk about our planet as the Blue Planet from time to time.  But when I drive through the Karoo at night, I see absolutely no blue!  We confuse ourselves so much and we do not even realize it.  This confusion is unconsciously.  That makes it even worse.

                                                                                                     03/10/2007 16:20

(maybe its just me that’s confused by all this, though a part follow the misunderstandings and make it understood – does that make sense?)

                                                                                                     03/10/2007 16:21

(and 16 is also 4pm and 20 + 21 = 41 or 4:41 or 441 – the inverse of 144).

Next Note

04/10/2007 14:24

Nothing is not acceptable.

Possible meanings:

Everything is acceptable or

NO-thing is unacceptable – but only if not properly understood by mankind.

                                                                                                     04/10/2007 14:26

But when I say I am taken to the Depths of the Universe, like I told Lindie in an email, nobody except NO-thing, can go there if not taken there by NO-thing.  Besides, if I went there all by myself, it means I have free will and there is no Destiny.

But that is why my mother probably made the religious Freudian slip of the “church”, instead of the “casino” – for NO-thing to show me I was taken to the Depths of the Universe by NO-thing to bring “clarity”.  To ask the questions where the obvious answers are the real Truth – the Truth of the Depths of the Universe, of NO-thing (nothing)!

And this is the end of the notes of this Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal.

It is funny that I discover (after that dream on the morning of 05/10 or 15), that Lindie’s birthday is on 12/09.  And the page that was referred to was 912 – the inverse of 12/9.  And 12 + 9 = 21, which gives a 12 and 21 or 12/21, my birthday.  And she was born in 1962, which gives a 9 as well.  So we have the 12 or 3 and 9 (from the month), which gives 12 again or 39.  And 39 + 9 (from 1962) = 48, Linda’s 31 08 Meridian.  Or also 12 in essence, which in number combination mean fulfillment.

My left nose just do not want to heal – I think I am impatient and need patience.  Things will happen when they are suppose to happen and I am trying to force it now by writing to the blog of Steve Hofmeyr and to Rick Warren.  I must keep reminding myself I am not here to fight, I am here to clear.  How will I clear if I get in a fight about a subject – rather stick to my own writings to Lorraine – these notes of my Copper Notebook that eventually forms the Letters to Lorraine.  If I agree or disagree with any of these people and write and tell them, I am just doing what the world are doing now and which is the way to confusement!

The other day I was taken to a book shop and as I was in the bookshop I wanted to look at the latest science.  But I was prevented as suddenly I got stomach aches.  And I could only see a book with the name “The God Mind”, but as I tried to open it, the stomach aches became severe and I put the book down – with immediate relieve.  And I have realized this morning that I have been in the NO-thingness for a few days – although sometimes I wonder if I am not there all the time.  Sometimes I just think I get depressed, but it is because I am scraping something from the depths of the NO-thingness to the surface that make me think I am feeling depressed.  And a good example is that letter I wrote Lindie about being less than the bottom – which mean there is no bottom, as you can go less than the bottom, namely bottomless.  But that bottom is the place in which mankind as we know it now, think in and function in.  But less than this bottom is the NO-thingness, that everything is surrounded by something, by the NO-thingness or the nothing.

I wonder what is going to happen in the following few days, as every time Steve Hofmeyr come into my life for some or other reason – and I opened his blog just as Kwela was talking to Chantell Stander about her being a Reiki Master (yes, coincidence or what), and my grandmother on my father’s side are in the picture (and her birthday is on 15/10 and yesterday/or today for several reasons still – are a 5 and 10 or 51, the inverse of 15, my grandmother’s day of birth).

Patience!!!! !!!!

This is the End of Part1 of my Entry87 of my Journal.

                                                                                                    06/10/07 02:05am

(and the Beginning minutes of this Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal was 25, but the End minutes is 2:05 or also 25.  But 2 + 5 = 7.  And from the day and month we have 61, my link to Lorraine directly and inversely to Linda “16″, but 6 + 1 = 7 as well.  And then the year is 7 as well.  So from the date and time from the Beginning and End of Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal, we have a 777 or 21, my day of birth, but I wonder what else for?).

Part2 of Entry87 of my Journal.

06/10/2007 09:56am and 56 not only the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions there apparently are, but also is 5 + 6 = 11, which gives us from the time, 9/11.

Yesterday, on 05/10/2007 – where the day and month gives us a 51 – the inverse of 15 and also the number combinations of Divine Order – I got in my mind’s eye a hall made just out of marble.  And there were pillars in the hall but nothing else, except some steps that made the middle of the hall some kind of hole.  And at the top of the steps, on the one side, was put into the rest of the marble, that was a light color, the piece of marble that I gave Marah for a present when we had the White Lion Course in Hoedspruit.

And I could not understand where this was and why there was nobody in the hall – not even myself was in this hall, although I was a presence that could see the hall.  And then I was shown the tekkies I bought, they are light of color and has a bit of dark inside them.  But the name of the tekkies is Olympics.  And I realized then, that this hall is in that huge building against the mountain, the one I once dreamt of and also got in a meditation a few times.  It is in Olympus.  But there are no one there – or so it seem, but maybe everybody in Olympus are like me there – just a presence.  And as I am typing this now I am getting the words gods and goddesses.  Maybe it is their dwelling place.  So Marah’s piece of present that is in marble, is in a place where the gods and the goddesses dwell.  Her presence is probably there as well – as one of the gods or goddesses.

And yesterday was 51 (from the day and month), but the inverse is 15.  And 8 + 7 = 15, the number of this Entry, namely Entry87.  And 15 and 51 has got all to do with the Divine, as it is the number combination of Divine Order.

About Global Warming:  a globe is something you put into some kind of plug specially made for it (the globe) that works with some form of electricity most of the time.  So a globe has got something to do with something that gives light.

We think Global Warming refers to our planet – where the planet is called a globe sometimes.  But it is just another way – global Warming’s source is from something that produces light. And the only one in our Solar System giving light, is our Sun.  This also comes from the Depths of the Universe (where I was taken again by NO-thing) – this information about Global Warming.  I mean, the warming says it all, as even the globe in the light plug, becomes warm and is thus linked to warming.  Where the reasons that are given at this stage for global warming (that the globe has something to do with the planet, that globe is not so connected to the word “warming” than a globe that gives off light is.

And this is the End of Part2 of Entry87 of my Journal.

                                                                                                 06/10/2007 10:10am

(and I hope one day Linda will read this and feel better about Marah, about where She probably is now – as I have described in many ways why her death was necessary and the truth about Marah’s death, why She had to die and why she died the way she died.  And the date is 61, but Linda to me will always stay 16 – the inverse of 61).

But what come from this is the following:

I can understand why a lot of people will think the “Truth” about Global Warming – that was discussed in Part2 of Entry87, is somewhat “ridiculous”.

But lets look at the following:  Books like “The Secret” and motivational speakers all around the “globe” has shown us how we CAN  manifest (and if you will remember in a previous letter I said it is possible to manifest – if the hand signature of the Creator is on it).  So what is different about Science that it cannot manifest?  From Einstein’s main theories, right down to the explorations of his theories and those conclusions?

That video of Einstein’s life show specifically how our Sun is burning hotter and hotter – and scientists right across the “globe” accept that this can only be explained by Einstein’s theories and the explorations that followed that.  So it is a question – what was first, the chicken or the egg?  But our Sun is burning hotter onto our globe – like a globe in an electricity plug will warm up as well – and this “globe” and electricity, is all part of the same science.

But where have you heard of pollution that is hot?  The only thing on our planet getting hotter and is effected most is something we, as mankind, invented, namely temperature.  And pollution does not cause a measurement linked to temperature – especially that is caused by our Sun and is only there because we invented it.

So Global Warming rather “ridiculously” linked to a light bulb, is for me more understandable to cause Global Warming, than pollution warming the planet up or causing Global Warming.

In fact, on that program about Global Dimming, it is shown that pollution was the one that “saved” the heating up process a bit.

And as I have said:  so many times, just like I get taken to the Depths of the Universe to receive the “clarity” part about things, so did the manifesting of our science happen.  It was lead to where it is now.  And the reasons have been explained in previous letters already.

Maybe if we accept that guy from Israel’s proof that Newton’s Law of Gravity is “wrong”, we are taking a step in the right direction, as this will ultimately result to the proof that Einstein was wrong as well and then maybe, our Sun will cool down and Global Warming be solved – and a mass of other problems as well.

But I have problems getting this message out there – if it is even worth getting it out there into the world.  And my letter to Linda’s P/A, explains the whole situation in context as follows:

06/10/2007 2:59am (cell’s time) 3:01am (computer’s time) where the First Time gives a 2 and 5 + 9 = 14 and 1 + 4 = 5, which gives a 2:5.  Now, my Journal, Entry87 that was started tonight Began and Ended in 06/10/2007 and a 25 combination.  But the day and month gives a 61 – and Linda is the inverse of the 61, namely 16.  But Lorraine is 61 exactly.

Dear Lindie

This is not yet your message.  I must first get something off my heart.  I am not stupid.  And my intuition is not underrated as well.  And I felt this afternoon your sms about why Linda send me the message that I am in all your prayers made no sense to me.  It has been a few days now that something has been bothering me.  And I could not put my finger on it – but today, when I was standing in tears and asked God, but what is going on, the picture came up of me being in Linda’s prayers.  Why would I be there.

Linda is one of the most important people on the planet – I do not know if she knows how important, if she realizes.  So what on earth will I do in her prayers?  It just does not add up.  And especially the fact that this call came from her p/a and no other contact from her side.  Does she even know about all this?  I know when I smell a rat and now is the time.

You must be going through difficult phases yourself.  And I do NOT  want to make it more difficult for You.  But, I am nobody.  Linda is probably the world’s answer to what they are seeking.  Nobody care what I write!  Yes, I send it all to Linda.  But does that mean she read it?  Maybe Lorraine read it – but it means nothing to nobody.  For me it makes sense and opens a new world, but nobody else is interested in my fantasies.  Nobody even knows about me – let alone know I have written some stuff – a lot of Letters to Lorraine which Linda are in access to also.  But because you take good care of it for me, does not mean it mean anything.

So that was what all the sms was all about on 05/10/2007 or 51 (the day and month), which is the inverse of 15, and both being the number combination of Divine Order.  But I am just the nobody ordinary – lets look at the word ordinary:

o = the symbol 0/naught

r = 18th letter

d = 4th letter

i = the Roman symbol for 1

n = 14th letter of English Alphabet

a = 1st letter

r = 18th letter

y = 25th letter.

The second letter and the second last letter is “r” or 18 and 18 + 18 = 36.  But “i”, which is also a denomination of 9, but in this case is linked to 1 because it is also the Roman symbol for 1, gives 36 + 1 = 37 or CY – see why.  The 3rd and he 3rd last letters gives a 4 and 1 or 41.  And the number combination 1441 is linked to DOGOD.  From the last letter we get 25 (the beginning and end of my Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal, as well as the Beginning of this letter has got it, the 25 combination) and

2 + 5 = 7, but the 5th letter from the Beginning is 14 (or also 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions), and 7 and 5 gives 75 or 7 + 5 = 12 – the number combination of fulfillment.  And 0(ne) I guess I do not even have to explain -  but that is the mistake, as the things we think needs no explanation, is the 0(ne)’s that need explanation.  So from the Beginning we have 0(ne) or naught – the NO-thing, but that are linked to one by way of 0(ne).  So what do we have from ordinary?

NO-thing

see why

41 – from DOGOD and the 41 part is linked to the last part of DOGOD

and the 75 (where 7 years of tribulation is foretold in Revelations) or 12 – where ALL the above is linked to fulfillment, the number combination 12.

So there is much more about the word ordinary than we think – makes you think?  But i fall in the category where you do not think about it.  I am only one of the 6.5 billion people on the planet at this stage, a pensioner and writing things I understand and know what it is for, but because I fall in the category of the not think about the word ordinary, I have no chance for anybody to read and try to understand what I have written. 

And to make it extra bad, I have to be in a situation where something is hidden from me – I have been told I am in Linda’s Lionslight as she puts me there, but why would she think of ME at all to do exactly that?  For her I am in the class of where you do not think about ordinary and I stay one of the 6.5 billions of people.

It is not that I want to be someone special, it is just that I CAN FEEL that you are covering up something – and I do not know what?

Van die Os op die Jas

Your message:

In Part1 of Entry87 of my Journal I explain my dream last night, so I am going to give it to you shortly now as you will receive the whole of the Entry87 later on and you can study that.  Part of my work (my writings) is about the atom.  But Holland came up and you would not believe, with it, in the Oxford Dictionary I could link it to the nucleus and that the nucleus (or that is what it comes down to), is unacceptable for the NO-thingness.  That only means that our science is the “wrong” science.  But as I realized this on 05/10, it comes down to 51 or Divine Order and as I said in my writings, everything happened as it was suppose to happen, but for reasons.  But where you come in is that Holland is on page 912 (and your birthday is 12/9 – just the inverse).  And interesting enough is that on the same page that Holland comes up, namely page 912, in the 3rd column, the 2nd word or a 32 or 5 (Sacred Number of the White Lions), is the word Holocaust.  And Holland is on another page which it links to, connected to Germany.  Now this is Divine Order on the day of Divine Order.

I just thought you would be interested to know this.  That the day of your birth is linked “coincidentally” to the page on which these synchronicities happen on.

But I have said to you before, you must be one of the 2% of the world population “up there”, as you move close to Linda. But maybe I must just be grateful and hope that I am in her Lionlight as you call it – that it is not just something you really “call” to keep my mouth shut or not to hurt my feelings?

Anyway, it is getting late now…

Renee

06/10/2007 3:58am (cell’s time) 3:59am (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time and Second Time gives a 13 and 14 (if added) and this is related to Linda’s discovery of the Zep Tepi Meridian, namely 31 14. But the hours in both are 3 and 3 +  3 = 6 and if you add the hours to the day, you get 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment (and Zep Tepi fulfilled already).  But what we are left with is 10 and 27 (month and year) and 10 + 27 = 37 or the CY or see why.  Have you yet seen why Zep Tepi is been fulfilled and how?  C? 

But this email went along with two other emails before this one.  The first one was the following:

03/10/2007 2:44pm

Hi there

I have a terrible feeling – and I wonder if there is someone out there who know who and what I am.  I don’t!

Renee

And the Second One before the “Big” one was as follow – these first two lead up to the “Big” one, the long one that is actually number 3, but was done first.

03/10/2007 3:53pm

I cannot even calculate the heading today, as I am bottomless energetically tired.  That does not mean that suddenly I believe there is a bottom and its opposite bottomless, it is just that I got less than bottom with tiredness of being “a”live – add the second letter after “a” and seeing we are then busy with 2 and the Sacred nUmber of the White Lions is 5 (e), and you get from “a” live,

b(e)li(e)ve me.  I am so tired – but ALL I c, is the depths of the Universe.

Do you now understand why I wonder who and what I am – my mother tell me straight away, she does not understand me.  How could she, if I do not even myself (if there is something like that).

Renee

4:04pm or 44. 

And these two emails with a few sms gave way to the email that was done last night on 06/10/2007. 

And that is my problem as I rate myself as nobody – if I am suppose to bring clarity to the world from the Depths of the Universe, a place only a few people can reach, why was I chosen to do that, as I am really a nobody.  Not even my mom and dad takes me seriously.   Let alone the rest of the family and my friends – if you can call what I have friends.  The only one I would really call a friend, is Len.

But my mom the other day said something interesting to me.  When Noah was told to build the ark, he did not know where to start or what to do or how to get all the animals together.  But yet, he managed to do all that in a short period of time.  So maybe I must not be so negative about the things I write and think there is nothing to them.  Let alone think nobody will be interested!  One never knows what is going to happen in Destiny.  I must just leave everything in the hands of Destiny.

LOVE

Renee

06/10/2007 16:41 (cell’s time) 4:42pm turning 4:43pm (computer’s time) where the Second Time gives us a 44 and 2 and a 44 and 3 and 2 + 3 = 5 – the number combination of the White Lions.  But from the First Time we have 16 hours or 4pm and 41 or 441 – the inverse of 144.  So we have 44 and 1, 2, 3, …but 144 resemble the ALL, so we do not need the 1, 2, 3, …etc.

This is the Second Letter of Lore149.

08/10/2007 23:36 (cell’s time) 11:38pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 23 hours or 11pm which gives an 11 and 3 + 6 = 9, which gives an 11/9 from the First Time.  But from the Second time we have from the minutes 3 + 8 = 11 or 11:11 and

11 + 11 = 22.  But the hours of the First Time and the Second times are also both 11pm or an 11 and 11 or 11 + 11 = 22.  This gives a 22 and 22 or 22 + 22 = 44.

Dear Lore

I have a quote from my Journal again – so here it follow:

This is Entry88 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry88 of my Journal.

07/10/07 05:32pm where the hour is 5pm, but also 17 hours.  But the day and month is 71 – the inverse of the creation of this Part1 of Entry88 of my Journal.

But also from the Beginning time of Part1 of Entry88 (where 8 + 8 = 16 – which is linked to Linda), we have that 3 + 2 = 5 (the minutes).  So we have two 5’s where 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions and this is Entry88 where 88 relates to 16 – my link to Linda Tucker and inversely to Lorraine, namely 61.

But the reason why I am writing this is because I had a weird experience this morning.  I had the presence of mind, while I was asleep, that my body was actually sizzling, like it was full of electricity.  And then the following dream followed.  I was walking and some woman said that someone must hang something over me to proof to me that the “pumas” (but these “pumas” I saw in my dream and they were a mingling of all the Big Cats) are following me.  And then there was a guy in a small little place writing and then the whole scene changed.  Suddenly I was someone else and there was this huge snake and I was busy with snakes the whole time.  And they bit me but nothing happened to me.  And I was just before the end, in a room – there were two, but I was in the first – or it could be the last (the second) – and there came another snake and I thought but shoe, this place is bothered by snakes.  And then this snake turned into a bird, but it was a mixture between the Ibis and the Stork.  And then it turned into a crocodile, but the thing about it, it was blue.

And then I was flying, below something, and I was trying to save the all.  I am not sure if it is from the snakes or if the snakes was part of the saving process.  But I saw veld and there were giraffes and all in the veld.  But I was flying over all this.  My task seemed to have been  finished.

Then I woke up and that feeling of sizzling was still a bit in my body.  But it made my stomach upset.  And I was feeling horrible, my body.  But I read up about the snake and the bird and the crocodile.

It seems what is important about the snake is that in the first place, it bit me several times but I am immune.  Then the next important thing is that it is apparently linked to Quatzelcoatl.  The dying god that one day will return and was the patron god of the Toltecs.  And my chihuahua has links to the Toltecs.  But also important is its link to the eye of Ra (all this is gotten from the book of Ted Andrews, namely “Animal Speak”.

But then I got to the Ibis on page 51 of my scarabs book. And this bird is linked to Thoth.  But all (even the snake) seems to be linked to hidden wisdom that will appear again.  And the stork (the part that was shown to me as important) is that the stork apparently flew over the cross while Jesus was hanging there and actually cried human tears.  It is able to cry human tears.  And I am crying all the time – will rather not say why.  But Thoth was able to stop time and help Isis to save Horus (to bring him back to life again after a scorpion stitched him) and bring Horus back to life in this time that Thoth stopped time.

From the crocodile is that it is linked to the primal forces of the Universe and seen by some as linked to the dragon – the protector of ancient wisdom.

But something powerful brought me this dream.  As I was given the presence even while asleep that my body was sizzling with power.  And it was such strong power that I was even ill – I am still not hundred percent.  So someone is trying to tell me that I have some link to ancient wisdom and that I am immune and that there are coming extraordinary changes – as the snake is linked to transformation.

But my dad said that the people on television said it is unlikely that the Springboks will loose against Fiji today as the law of something says not 3 big ones cannot all three fail.  And three Big ones nearly failed – except one, but he only was sure to win close to the End.  So that law will still be at work – as the mathematics as it is known at the moment still stand, but the moment that BIG 0(NE) win, things will change!

And I am on my way to visit a friend at Silver Park no 41.

                                                                                                    07/107 05:58pm

(and the end minutes is 5 + 8 = 13.  And the computer shows that the time Entry88 was created, was 5:31pm.  So 31 and 13 where both, if added gives 4 or 44 together.  But the whole of the end time gives 558 or 10 and 8 or 18.  And 1 + 8 = 9 – the number of when it all comes together.  And the date is 717, where the number combination 44 was found on page 71.  But the time is also 17:58 and 17 + 58 equal 75 or 7 + 5 = 12, the number of fulfillment).

Part2 of Entry88 of my Journal.

08/10/2007 03:05pm and 53 is the domino I picked up when we left Cape Town and moved here, to Tswane, and 35 the inverse of that 53.

This morning I decided to go and see the doctor as after yesterday, after that “sizzling” effect had such an effect on my body, I thought I am not feeling well, maybe the doctor can do something.  But on my way there I got sight slightly of a sign post that said:

“Be aware…”

And I looked around and saw a vehicle next to me with the ad of Linda and something else on.  And as I came to the doctor, the girl put me in immediately – but I had to wait first for one other patient.  And I saw today’s Beeld lying on the table and on the front page was pictures of the 2 teams that lost (that Law thing I explained of in Part1 of Entry88 of my Journal) and the winning team a photo of.  But then right below it, on page 1, was about the incident that was reported on 25/09/2007 about the guys that was trapped beneath the earth after something went wrong underneath the ground.  And this article said that there were a few of the survivors who knows the underground tunnels well that was willing to go and fetch their fallen friends.  And there were 23 of them.  And I remembered that I saw on that bakkie vehicle the ad of a Linda and Linda’s birthday is on the 23rd, but Charlie’s birthday is also on the 23rd (actually of this month).  But further they said that the name of the mine was St Helena – and I know that Lorraine’s second name is Helen.  So this for me referred to her.  And she and Linda are the two who receives my writings.  But then, to make things totally unbelievable, they said it all happened in shaft 8.  Now the newspaper is today’s newspaper, on the 8th and the shaft that 23 people died in was shaft 8, this gives an 8 and 8 or 88, and this is Entry88 where 8 + 8 = 16, where 16 is for me linked to Linda and the inverse, 61 is linked to Lorraine.

But then I turned further and on page 4 they had about the weather that was so bad on the West Rand and Johannesburg – the places where both Lorraine and Linda stays, that they are actually sending specialists out there to determine what went on there as people’s roofs was lifted and thrown miles away.  They think at this stage that it was a few tornados hitting all at one time.  But they warned, just next to this article, that we must watch out for today as well, especially Witbank and those places as they expect heavy weather there.  And Witbank and Middelburg is where my God’s Window took place. 

But the fact that these weather disasters happened on Saturday night, the night I got that sizzling effect and that dream that lead to Part1 of Entry88 of my Journal, that just baffles me and I wonder if it has anything to with one another?  But how coincidental can it get?

And then, on page 5 of the newspaper today, the Beeld, there is pictures of 3 tigers playing.  And in that dream with the sizzling effect, there was a part that someone told someone else that they must put something around me to proof to me that the puma(and this Puma looked like all the Big Cats all in one) is following me.  But the front page of today’s Beeld, the same one that has on page 5 the Tigers, they say that the rugby team of South Africa is to play the poema’s (that is apparently how you spell “puma” in Afrikaans).

And I see on CNN that the floods over the weekend left 55 people dead so far.  And my Part1 of Entry88 ended on a 55 and 8 yesterday.  Where the 55 corresponds with the amount of people dead and the 8 is the number combination that resembles in symbolism that it is the “Weaver of Fate”.  But it is said that there are now again – a second time in a weeks time, a typhoon in China that left millions homeless.  Further was the temperature in Chicago so hot that dozens had to be hospitalised and one died.  What is going on on this planet?

Am I going crazy, or is this stuff related and some kind of synchronicity – like the Rabbi once told us:  there are various levels of synchronicities.

And this is the End of Part2 of Entry88 of my Journal.  I am tired, I had a telephone conversation with Lindie and told her all about the Newton and Einstein theories that is manifesting certain things at the moment and how that has to be changed first – before we can really unite with the Creator as Its Creation.

                                                                                                  08/10/2007 3:27pm

(and the last of the date is the exactly the same as the last of the time of the End of this Part2 of Entry88 of my Journal, namely 27.  And 27 consist of 9 9 9 or III or 111 and this is the number combination that resembles “reveal/revelation”).

So this is the new Entry88 of my Journal which consist out of 2 parts.  But I have also written a letter that I send off to several people but the one I am going to quote is the last one I send off – you probably know this woman.  Her name is Belinda, but I do not know her last name – just saw she is educated in a lot of esoteric subjects.  And I do not know what to call my work other than synchronicities being in tune with the Universe, but it can also be a new kind of mathematics?  I don’t know, so I decided to ask a few people to read the blog and see what they come up with (if they decide to read the blog at all!)  But here follow the quote:

08/10/2007 22:10 (cell’s time) 10:11pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have a 221 – the inverse of 122 (and in the course of my writings the meaning of this number combination is spelled out).  From the Second Time we have a 10 and 11 or 1 and 11 or 111 and in my writings the number combination of 111 resemble “reveal/revelations”.

To Belinda

I am seeking professional advice from esoteric people that know what they are doing and have done studies in this field.  I was wondering if you can help me decipher what it is I am doing in my writings.  I can take any time for instance – does not matter what time I come and sit in front of the computer, and start writing and use the times that is on the cell phone and on the computer at that stage and come up with combinations that actually mean something.  It seems like a kind of numerology, but I won’t really classify it as that.  I have number combinations, but unlike numerologists, the number combinations are not like 1,2 3, ..etc. with their special meanings.

My number combinations also fit in with the topic I am writing about in that Letters.  There are many letters but I have only decided to put a few of them on a blog, to ask help from a professional to see if you can make out what am I really doing here.  It also sometimes seem like some kind of new Sacred Geometry, but you cannot put your finger on it – especially if you are a fundi in Sacred Geometry, that what I am doing with the times and dates and the number combinations from that which goes with the stuff inside the letter, is Sacred Geometry?

I do not know if you – will have the time to look at my blog and read what I have written and see if you can make out what is it I am doing.  I would really like to know what to call it.  A friend of mine said it is some form of synchronicity, but what about the stuff that is inside the letters?  I get the feeling they really mean something – and that is why the number combinations came up in some form of being in tune with the Universe?

Anyway, I would be glad if you would, even if you do not want to answer my question, just give me a reply.  My blog address on the internet is ava414.blogspot.com (without the www)

I hope you have the time to have a look and give me an answer.  I would really like to know what I am doing.

WARM REGARDS

Renee

08/10/07 22:24 (cell’s time) 10:25pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time to the Second Time – if we take all the 2’s, we get 22 (the hour of First Time), then we get the first number of the minutes of First Time and then we get the First number of the minutes of the Second Time, or also, 22.  And 2 + 2 = 4, this gives us from the two 22’s a 4 and 4 or 44. Where 44 in the Hebrew Gamatria is linked to the name of God that means:  “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.  But then we are left with a 4 a 10pm and a 5.  And 10pm is also 22 hours, so we have a 4 and 22 or 4 and 4 again which gives another 44.  But because the first and the second 44 are the same, we join them and they become one 44, namely 44.  Then we are left with a 5 – which is the Sacred Number of the White Lions, in which I put a lot of respect for in as I see them as the Messengers of God (see Linda Tucker’s book:  “Mystery of the White Lions”).  So from the End of this letter we have a 44, which relate to the Hebrew name of God that means: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels” and the 5, which refers to this God’s Messengers.

This one, if I must say so myself, worked out excellently.  Especially at the end.  But the most interesting thing is that Belinda’s version was send, according to the computer, to her email address at 10:51pm.  Where the minutes is 51 – the number combination of Divine Order.  And I have realized today, I have to view my situation in a different light.  It is not my parents “fault” that I am back here in this world!  Yes, I was honored by being allowed to have gone where I have gone and had the experience I had, but that was part of the gift.  But it is because I have something special to write – if it is for other people or just for you and who ever, it does not matter, it is special and I feel grateful although I realize it is part of the Divine Order – that everything is (even everything I have written) in Divine Order and as they should be.

Anyway, it is getting late now, but I am glad I found a new attitude

WARM REGARDS

Renee

08/10/2007 23:51 (cell’s time) 11:53pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have the minutes 51 again, which is the number combination for Divine Order (seems Some0(ne) want to show me that my attitude has been accepted and is in Divine Order) and from the Second Time we have in the minutes the 53, what the domino’s numbers was that I picked up when we left Cape Town.  So I am where I am suppose to be and everything I do is as it is suppose to be happening.  I must just follow my nose – as you once told me. 

This is the First Letter of Lore148.

18/09/2007 20:25 (cell’s time) 8:25pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have that 20 hours is also 8pm.  But if we add both times minutes, we get 50, but if we add both times hours, the 8 + 8 = 16.  (That in itself gives a 5 and 7 or if added, 12 – another 7/12 number combination), but 50 + 16 = 66 and 6 + 6 = 12.  In this case we have a 5 (from the 50 and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions) and 16 is my link to Linda, but 1 + 6 = 7, but in its total, it gives another 7/12 number combination.

Dear Lore

From this letter, it is Lore148, or a 0(ne) and 48 – Linda’s meridian she is looking for, namely 31 08, but also 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  I have written a letter to some “Church Organization” on the 16^th of September, and the time it was send, is 8:12am – but the minutes is the 12 again and there is an 8 in as well as a 16 – the link to Linda.  I am going to give a quote of that letter as follow:

16/09/2007 07:52am (cell’s time) 7:51am (computer’s time) where from the hours of both times we have a 7 and from the last part of the Second Time, which is now the important part, we have 1, but from the last part of the First Time, we have 2, which gives from the last parts of both, a 12 – and 12 the number of fulfilment (that is why I said the Second Part now important – as I see the Second Part as the Post-Christian time.  This does not mean NON-Christian!).  And from the middle parts of both times we have a 5 which can either on its own have the relation to being the Sacred Number of the White Lions (being considered as the Messengers of God in End times), or if we add the 7 and 5, it equal 12, which from the time give a 12 and 12.  And seeing time is involved, we have 12 time(s) 12, which equal 144.

Who Ever it may Concern/or is reading this email. 

I don’t know if you believe in synchronicities, but I think you must have heard over the news (especially CNN) during this week, that there have been dozens of earthquakes hitting the Indonesian Islands.  But we are now living in Tswane (since beginning August) and I have seen your ad next to the road.  But as I already said, this has been quite a week for the planet.  But then, this morning, my mom calls me to show me a book she received as a go away present from a very Christian lady in Cape Town.  But it was on Friday, the 14th, that we went to Woodhill Centre to buy the Crystal (they “CNA”, call them “secret” stones).  But what hit me was that the one stone they had was in the form of a pyramid and the other stone they had was in the form of an obelisk.  But on our way there, I saw your “church” building and told my mom, but there is the building of the ad who’s website I wrote down a while ago but did not have time yet to enter it.  And as i said, she calls me this morning and that book that lady of Cape Town gave her, is just the Afrikaans version of the book of Mr Warren.  Is this coincidence?  I think it is rather synchronicity as I was woken up this morning at 4:44am to complete my “blogsite”.

What I do want to know is if the author of the book is willing to correspond.  As I said, it was no coincidence that I got to you.

I have had a very “interesting” path so far – which do include a 40 day period as well.  I am just wondering if the author of the book the “church” is using is the teacher as well and if he is interested in corresponding.

I know the heading might be confusing, but if you use a bit of creativity, it will be easy to follow what is going on – and that is the result of what happened to me after my 40 day period – let alone what my 40 day period held in itself!

So I will appreciate if you can answer this email (question).

Renee

16/09/2007 08:11am (cell’s time) 8:10am (computer’s time) and from the minutes we have 11 + 10 = 21, the inverse of 12 – the number of fulfilment.

And of course, as I said, the delivered send time shown on my side, on my computer, is 8:12am – again, just the inverse of that 21 the letter ended on.

I do not know if these people have anything to do to help me get the message out there.  But as you once said, I just follow my nose and try anything.  And the reason for trying anything now is the letter I wrote to you last night that accompanied the attachments that was long outstanding – and I am just going to quote the attachment letter as follow:

The Quoted Letter:

17/09/2007 20:23 (cell’s time) 8:22pm (computer’s time) where in both times the hour is 8.  But in the First Time the minutes is 2 + 3 = 5 and in the Second Time the minutes is 2 + 2 = 4, and if you add both times’ minutes, we get 5 + 4 = 9.  This gives from the hour that is in both instances 8, and then the 9 from the minutes from both times, an 8/9.  And you will see that the letters written to you that are attached, especially concentrates on the number combination 8/9.  But 8 + 9 = 17, and today is the 17th.  But if you look at our day and month today, we have a 1 + 7 = 8 and the month 9 or 8/9 number combination again.  And if you look at both the times and all the 2’s in both of them, you get from the First Time a 2 and 2 and from the Second Time a 2 and 2 as well.  But 2 + 2 = 4, this gives a 4 and 4 or 44, and 17 is indirectly connected to the number 44. 

Dear Lore

Attached is the letters Lore143, Lore144, Lore145, Lore146 and Lore147.  This gives 5 letters that is attached to this email.  I know it has been some time since I have emailed you, but this brings everything up to date now.  But here follow a short version of something just as important that was first done in the Copper Notebook and then on the laptop.

I have spoken to a man today – nearly just after I spoke to my friend which is spoken of in the Quote, and he seemed tired of this world and I said to him he must just hang in there as the whole planet is going through a rough time at the moment.  And he said to me, but some woman named Michaila, has just spoken on Radio Jacaranda and said the same thing.  So he took me seriously and I could see that that made him feel better – to think that it was not just him going through a rough time, but the whole of the planet.

But here follow the Quote:

This is Entry82 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry82 of my Journal.

17/09/2007 07:22pm

The time this Entry82 was created on this computer was documented by the computer itself, as 7:21pm.  That gives a 7 and a 21 – where 21 is the inverse of 12.  And this links to the 7/ 12 combination again.  But a note was written in the Copper Notebook this afternoon at an interesting time – especially if you look at the time the Part1 of Entry82 of my Journal started, namely 7:22pm.  (Just keep in mind that from the 22, the first 2 consist of (1 + 1).

But the note is as follow:

17/09/2007 17:39

I am tired, but it is for a long period now that I am so tired throughout the day.  I have been to doctors, but it seems none of them could find a problem in my body for the tiredness.

Then, yesterday morning, I receive the message in the early morning hours of 4:44, before the sun came up, that the Sun is “tired”.  And I did as I was asked and just wrote that I did all because the Sun is “tired” – not thinking even about it.

But I got an sms from a friend today asking how I was feeling today and I phoned her back at 11:30am and we spoke for 14 minutes and 22 seconds.  And I told her that it is important that mankind’s manifestation of Newton and Einstein’s theories, had to get out that Einstein was wrong.  And while I was telling her this and talking to her about this, at 11:34:49, an sms came through that told me I have earned points for “Date with Destiny”.

And then, finally this afternoon,  I started thinking about the message I received yesterday morning about the Sun being “tired”.

According to mankind’s manifestation of Einstein’s theories (and the extended forms of it), light consist of particles.  But these particles are charged.  And for the Sun to get these light particles to the planet, it takes billions of particles (which of course must be charged).  And if we think of a flashlight – to give a charge to give light, there must be batteries that has a positive and negative polarity.  But to give the light, it means something positive must happen (including using the negative thing).  But for something positive to happen, something negative is inevetable in the process.

But in the program I have taped about the life and works of Einstein, it is shown that our Sun is different from other stars in other Solar Systems.  It seems in other Solar Systems the Sun’s/Star, “die”, but it seems our Sun is getting more and more “energetic” (that is the best words I can find for it).  But the scientists found that this corresponds to the light particle theories springing from the theories of Einstein.

But now, if you take that the Sun is “more” charged to give “more” light (seeing we have Global Warming) – that is something “more” positive happening. 

But in that process, it also mean that the negative of the process of the “charge” process, must then also be “more”.

And that is probably why I received the message our Sun is “tired”.  To start thinking about this process, about what our beliefs is about light and therefore light particles and what the result (or one of them) are.  Mankind think what is called Global Warming is man’s own fault because of pollution.  But the program that I also taped about Global Dimming, showed that pollution actually “saved” the planet in some way for some time.

But now back to why I am feeling so tired.  With the light particles of the Sun getting through “more”, with the “charge” of those particles therefore “more/higher”, the “negative” that is part of the process of causing the light, is also “more”.  And that is what I/my body, is picking up during the day when the sun is shining.  But there are also other people who can experience this phenomenon.

But what I am wondering – if all of this is taking place, how must the Sun feel in the Sun’s process of creating all this?  And further, how many problems are caused because of our – mankind’s manifesting of our scientific theories currently, are we suffering from without knowing and understanding where they are coming from?

                                                                                   17/09/2007 18:03 or 9:3 or 12.

This is the End of the Note

But if you look at the (1 + 1) in the beginning and the 17:39 – the time the Note was started to be written, we have that the 1 of the 17 was part of the 1 that was given to the (1 + 1) or 2 of the 22 of 7:22pm.  As if the 1 of the 17 was not there and not given to the (1 + 1), the time of the Note would have been 7:39 and the time Part1 of Entry82 of my Journal, would have been 7:12pm.  But I take that 0(ne) out and give it to Who it belong, 0(ne).

This is the End of Part1 of Entry82 of my Journal (I have given the 0(ne) to the Part).

                                                         17/09/2007 or 8/9 in the day and month. 08:00pm

(and the time with the year – which was not used yet – we also get an 8/9 as 2 + 7 = 9).

As you can see, it seems this information is meant for today – with the 8/9 number combination.  But as I am no scientist, I cannot really put the information in scientific form.  But I do not think it is meant to be told in scientific form – in my form I think more people will understand why there is a more “negative” “charge” at work on the planet at the moment.  I just wrote the pictures I was given – like the flashlight.  And I had to go and read up a bit about light Particles – especially to find out that they consist out of a charge.  And we all know that charge is a positive and negative charge at this stage as that is what our science is made up of – positive and negative.

But this does not only apply to me – people are irritated and they do not know why!  But this does not only go for the light thing, it also go for the sound thing.  As all of them work on a “charge” of some sort at the end of the day – it is called a wavelenght, but it goes along with a “charge”.  So these things may influence us in many ways we do not even realize.  But I have to do my writing work at night time as that is the only time that my tongue (which consist out of the most sensors of what is going on in your body) is not so sore at night time.  I am also not so tired and can do a lot of things.  But thinking about these things is my greatest way of spending my time.  Funny, I cannot even think about these things during the day – as I am just too” tired”.

But this is a long email – with a long accompanying letter….

LOVE

Renee

17/09/2007 20:48 (cell’s time) 8:47pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have the minutes 4 + 8 = 12, which makes of the First Time a 2012.  But from the Second Time we have 8 + 47 = 55 and as 8pm is also 20 hours, 55 + 20 = 75.  And 7 + 5 = 12.  But from the day and the year we have 17 and 27 or 12 and 7 as common in both.  This gives another 12 (also a common number from the Second time) and 7.  This gives the number combination of 7/12 for the End of this Email to you as well.  (See the letters to you for the combinations of 8/9 and 7/12). 

And this is the End of the Quoted letter that was delivered by sending at 8:54pm, and as you can see, it is another 8/9 number combination again that links with the letter as well as some of the letters that was attached.

But I have another Entry that I want to attach to this Letter, the First Letter of Lore148.  I have done this Entry a while ago on the laptop, but it was written in the Copper Notebook this afternoon already.

I have thought a bit, maybe I must not concentrate so much on trying to get the message out there – maybe I am missing in the process.  And if I look at the newspaper reports, I realize we are reaching amazing truths again – actually are confronted by them.  Like that Security guard that shot someone dead – who must have looked older than under the age and that was breaking in – but now he is arrested too for murder and for firing a fire arm in a municipal area.  That just mean – why does anybody still have security systems and companies to protect them.  Those guys cannot act!  They cannot even shoot a fire arm in a municipal area.  Does anybody see it like this?  Is anybody firing their security companies that are suppose to be there to protect them?  The question is, are the ones that hire the security companies just doing it because his neighbor, who is the CEO of a company, has got a security company hired to protect him.  So they do not even think for one moment how effective the companies really are.  Anyway, it is just one of those catch22 situations that we have landed in – people creating work for themselves by calling themselves security firms and actually, can they really do what they call themselves, secure?

But here is the Entry83 that I have written:

This is Entry83 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry83 of my Journal

18/09/2007 07:39pm.

Very interesting is that this is Entry83, and the minutes shown by the computer that this file was created, is 38, the inverse of 83.  But the Part1 of Entry83 starts at 7:39pm exactly – again.  I do not know how these things happen as I do not plan them.  The note that I actually want to document in this Part1 of Entry83 of my Journal, I wrote this afternoon, but did not have time to put it on the computer until now – this “coincidental” time.

But of the 83 of Entry83, and its inverse, 38, we have an 8 – which on its side gives a 00, but also means the “Weaver of Fate”.  But the 3, is linked to 1 + 1 + 1, or 111, which mean “reveal/revelation”.  And if you look at the date today, it is 18/9/2007, or 1 + 8 = 9 and 2 + 7  also equal 9.  This gives a 9 9 9 and as the 9th letter in the English Alphabet is I, and I is the symbol in the Roman numbers for 1, 9 9 9, means 111 also.  But as I have shown previously – this 111 is linked to “reveal/revelation”.

But I heard over the 7pm news on SABC2 that the Dalai Lama are not to be accepted anywhere in the world.  I wonder why and what is behind all this?  But as I said, I started this Part1 of Entry83 of my Journal to document a Note from my Copper Notebook as follow:

18/09/2007 or 9 9 9 (111 – “Reveal/Revelation”) 13:53 where the 53 is linked to my domino.

I have just realized something.  It has been brewing in my head for quite a while.  But when my brother’s wife decided to do the one kids’ task about Steven Hawkins, I knew this was to tell me something.  And my mother also remarked at some stage, that it is actually amazing that Steven Hawkins is still alive – according to all medical history, he should have been dead a long time ago already.  And she wondered why he is being kept alive in such conditions – the conditions his body is in and his mind very active.

But I remember reading “Brief History of Time” by Steven Hawkins and where he tells that as early scientist, he just wanted to proof other scientists wrong.  Until one day, one of his professors said to him he must stop that kind of science and think out his own revelutionary scientific theory.  And that was then that he eventually came up with the “Black Hole Theory”.  But “coincidentally” enough, his best friend proof him wrong in that Theory of the Black Hole.

Doesn’t that just tell everything?  If I look at what I have found so far – if a man with the mental capability of Steven Hawkins was allowed to proof other scientists wrong, we could have been further, much further.  And the question is, would his body still gotten that illness?  As I think he is the one man on earth that can do the proofs (mathematically and scientifically) according to the standard of the local scientists, to give acceptable proofs that people like Newton and Einstein – and all that evolved from their work, are wrong.

At first I thought, but maybe that is why he is still alive – to do exactly that still.  But he is so busy trying to still proof his theory of the Black Hole that he cannot think about anything else.  But what I have realized, is that science as we know it today, must for a reason not be proofed wrong by way of the exact mathematics and science/physics the scientists are using.  As it would just keep “this Proof”, in the system of being analysed and proven wrong or right again.  It must be a different kind of take on science to proof that our current science is wrong and the effect it has on mankind, the planet and our Solar System.

I do not understand why a man the size of Steven Hawkins comes up with the brilliant theory of the Black Hole and land in the land of opposites and gets proofed wrong – as for every theory, there must be its paradox.  And that it had to be his best friend to come up with that paradox…

                                                                                                     18/09/2007 14:04

(and 14 + 4 = 18 or 9.  And from 2:04pm we have that 2 + 4 = 6 and 9 + 6 = 15 – the number combination that means Divine Order).

Well, what can I say, it seems everything is linked to Destiny – to Divine Order, even a man as brilliant as Steven Hawkins, not to see the “truth” for what it is – and it is definitely not a Black Hole!

This is the End of Part1 of Entry83 of my Journal.

                                                                                                 18/09/2007 08:10pm

(and the day is 18, but the end time is 81 – the inverse of 18).

But it is exactly because Steven Hawkins is so fanatical about the Black Hole Theory he designed, that made me think I must stop worrying if this stuff I am writing to you get outs there or not.

I have bought a chair – a chair like the chair of a CEO, that was bought exactly at the time 9:09 on this 18/9/2007.  This gives a 9 9 9 9 9 and if you add them all, they add up to 45.  But as the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet is I – or the Roman symbol for 1, it also gives 1 1 1 1 1.  And if added, it gives 5.  But 45 + 5 = 50, which is the 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  So I do not know what a chair (especially a CEO chair), has got to do with the Messengers of God, the White Lions.  But CEO gives the following:

C = 3^rd letter of the Alphabet

E = 5^th letter of the Alphabet

O = the symbol for naught.

So from CEO, we have 35, the inverse of my domino 53.  So CEO is linked to my domino.

But the price of this CEO chair was 799 and 7 + 9 = 16 and 1 + 6 = 7 and 7 + 9 = 16 again and again 1 + 6 = 7.  But from CEO we also get:

C = 3^rd letter

E = 5^th letter

O = 15^th letter or 6 as 1 + 5 = 6.

And from CEO we then have 3 + 5 + 6 = 14 and 1 + 4 = 5.  And 7 + 5 = 12.

So if we put the price to all of this, we get a 7 from the 799 and then altogether with the type of chair it is, a 12, which gives the number combination 7/12 again.  So it seems the number combination is also linked to the CEO (by way of my domino) to the CEO of the Messengers of God – the White Lions.

But I had to file a newspaper heading that said:  “Teachers can’t take it any more”.  And this was in the Sunday Times on 09/09/2007 – the same as today: 9 9 9 or 111, a “reveal/revelation”.  I guess it is which Teachers you want to see it to be – it could be any “Teachers”, for instance the “Masters that came as Teachers to this planet”?

But I think I have discussed the 5 and 3 a dozen of times already and I do not think you feel like another explanation of it.

Anyway, the 35, or is it 53….

LOVE

Renee

18/09/2007 21:10 (cell’s time) 9:09pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 2 + 1 = 3 and 3 + 10 = 30.  But we have the 9:09pm, which is just the inverse of this mornings buying of the CEO chair at 9:09am, in the Second Time, which gives 9 + 9, which equal 18 – today’s day.  But 30 + 18 (the First Time + Second Time) = 48, which gives Linda’s meridian she is looking for, namely 31 08, but also 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  But from the Second Time we have that 9pm is also 21 hours and that the 9^th letter of our Alphabet is I, which is the Roman symbol for 1.  But from the First Time we have 21 hours and if we add it to the 21 hours of the Second Time, we have 42.  But if we add the minutes of the First Time, namely 1, we get 42 + 1 = 43, and if we add the 1 of the minutes of the Second Time, we get 44.

This is the Second Letter of Lore148.

19/09/2007 21:12 (cell’s time) 9:11pm (computer’s time).

Dear Lore

Just an sms I wanted to save, but my phone was cut off this afternoon at 13:44 and I did not know the airtime was up – until I tried to send the following sms now:

20:13. I stood

in front of a

woman 2day +

realized my

writings will sound

like moments of

                          /new page

crazyness – after

all, Im 1 of billions

with only an

unsuccessful

career 2 show –

how convincing?

                          /new page

Renee   

But because of 13:44 this afternoon, this sms did not want to go through, but that is how I feel tonight.  Especially after I met that specific woman of “purposedrivenlife” today and told her my story in short and how I received (according to me), great revelations.  But what her thoughts about me was is still sitting on me – and making me feel like the sms that could not be send, above.

Anyway…

Renee

19/09/2007 21:22 (cell’s time) 9:21pm (computer’s time)…. ….

This is the Third Letter of Lore148.

20/09/2007 20:00 (cell’s time) 7:58pm (computer’s time) and if we add the day and month of the date, we get 29, but if we add the year, we get 27.  But 29 + 27 = 56 – the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions there is apparently according to you and in which I can move around in all.  But if we look at the minutes of the Second Time, we get 5 + 8 = 13, and this is the 3^rd Letter of Lore(1)48.  These two numbers that is separated from the rest in unusual ways, is 31 and 3 + 1 = 4.  But we will look at that later.  But from the Second Time also, we have that 7 + 58 = 65.

Dear Lore

I want to quote two emails I have send Lindie, that is closely associated to Linda, before I go on with the rest.  They are as follow:

20/09/2007 18:12pm (cell’s time) 6:10pm (computer’s time) where if we add the 1 of the Second Time (in the minutes) to the 18 hours which is also 6pm, we have a 6 + 1, in not only the First Time, but also the Second Time (just – the Second Time you do not have to do anything to get it there).  But 6 + 1 = 7 and the minutes of the First Time is 12.  That gives a 7:12 – which links to the letters that are send and that are linked to your letter specifically as well.

Dear Lindie

I have attached the Letters Lore145, 146, 147 and 148.  But the one you would be interested in to see about your cell number as well as your name, is in Lore147, in Part2 of Entry81.  But if you look at the rest of the stuff, you cannot read them without linking them (numerically) to you and the whole event with Linda and Jason and the sms’e.  But eventually the updates (the printed parts of these above letters will be send to Linda anyway).  But you were specifically interested in your cell number (and sorry, but your name had to be used as well as it is important to the whole process).

When I looked at the Letters now to find the Letter that had your numbers, I was surprised, as I can hardly remember most of the things I said – but they still make sense to me.

I am trying to find my feet – seems one do not specifically learn that as a kid – where your feet are…

Anyway, hope you are not too angry that I used your name as well – it is just, it fitted into the whole picture and I had no choice.  So as you can see, you play a very important part in this whole process – which I sometimes think I understand, but other days wonder what am I doing?

Renee

20/09/2007 18:23 (cell’s time) 6:21pm (computer’s time) – it is just ironic that the letter to you should start with the First Time having the minutes 12 and the letter ending with the Second Time having the minutes 21 – just the inverse? 

And the time it was recorded being send by my computer, is 6:23pm  But here follow the second email:

Dear Lindie

The time the First Letter was send to you showed on my computer as 6:23pm.  But 23 is the day of Linda’s birthday, but also 2 + 3 = 5.  This gives a 6:5 or 65 – the amount of dimensions there apparently is according to Lorraine and in which I can move around in all.

Renee

And this was the emails I send Lindie – that was after I send the sms that is in the Second Letter of Lore148.

But you must still be wondering about the 31 or 4 (from the heading) and the 48.  Let me cure your interest:  I am going to quote Part1 of Entry84 of my Journal now as follow:

This is Entry84 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry84 of my Journal.

20/09/2007 7:17pm

And the time the computer registered this Entry84 of my Journal to have been created, is 7:16pm.  Where the minutes is 16 – linked to Linda.  But 84 of Entry84 of my Journal, gives the 8and 4 or 4 and 8, which gives Linda’s meridian 31 08 (just the inverse of 84, as it gives 48).  But 8 + 4 = 12 as well, and the hour this Entry84 is started, is 7pm.  This gives another 7/12 number combination, which by now is so linked to Linda and the White Lions and all those around her.  But I must admit that it is also linked other “things” as well in this “story” that is unfolding under my pen/computers.

But this Part1 of Entry84 is to document a Note from my Copper Notebook as follow:

20/09/2007 18:45 or 9:9

I just got a second sms from Grand West Casino in Cape Town (where I learnt a lot of things that are all written down).  Reminding me?  But what is important is that Grand West Casino uses the cards MVG – they also use these to track you down on your cell phone.  But what does MVG stand for?

M = 44 (from the M,W,E,3 – where all are just one another turn around and the values add to 44).

V = 22nd letter of the English Alphabet.

G = 7th letter of the English Alphabet.

This gives us from MVG a 44 + 22 = 66 and we are then left with a 7 (from the G).  But

6 + 6 = 12 – and this gives us a 12 and 7 or 12/7 number combination, just the inverse of the 7/12 number combination.

But when I received the second sms from Grand West tonight, I thought to myself, but it is odd to see 2 sms on one night from Grand West?  And I checked the time and could not believe!  The time the sms is recorded on my cell phone is 18:39:50.

And I received 2 sms from Grand West, but I have just finished sending 2 emails to Lindie – linked to Linda.  And in the first email the Beginning had a 12 and the End had a 21 – the inverses.  But if you look at the sms from Grand West, the middle time, the minutes (the same as in the times in the emails to Lindie), was 39, and 3 + 9 = 12.  Coincidence?  Not likely, look further.

The second email spoke about the time the first email that was send was registered being send on my computer – so it had something to do with the first email too.  And the time in the second email spoke about the first one ending on 6:5pm or 65.

And if you look at the sms from Grand West, the hour is still 6pm (as it is 18 hours) and then the last part (the seconds of the time of the sms), is a 50 or 5 – which gives from the 18 hours or 6pm and the last part (the seconds), a 65, which links to my second email to Lindie, but still in a way is still linked to the first email as well.  And all the times in this second sms has got to do with one another, but are linked to 1st and 2nd email to Lindie – which are linked.  So if 1st and 2nd are linked, it gives a 12 – then they are linked?

                                                                                20/09/2007 18:54 or 9:9 again

(but the Beginning minutes were 45 and End minutes are 54, just the inverse of one another).

Now we have the 3 of the 3^rd Letter of Lore(1)48, where 48 is the inverse of 84, the Entry of my Journal that was copied above.  But we cannot ignore the 3 and 1 where the 1 is of the (1)48 of Lore148.  But as I said, 3 + 1 = 4 and four gives the following:

F = 6^th letter

O = the symbol for naught

U = 21^st letter

R = 18^th letter, but as if it is 18 hours, it is the same as 6pm

So from “four” we get a 6, a 21 and an 18, which can relate to a 6 as well.  And what is the times in the first email in the End?  Isn’t it 6:21pm?  But now we are still left with an 18 – from the “four”.  But if you look in Part1 of Entry84 of my Journal, you will find that the 1^st and 2^nd email are linked – or if linked it could also mean 12 – and if that is added to the 18 or 6pm, we also have the 6:12pm (which was the Beginning time in the First email). 

So we have a Beginning 12 and End 21 and then the Beginning 21 and End 12.

Isn’t it just amazing how all these things FIT into one another?  I still find it AMAZING when these FITTINGS comes together in their FITMENT.

And in the Second Letter of Lore148 I did not want to send the sms – but look in the Third Letter of Lore148 what happens if you decide to send, no matter what!

LOVE

Renee

20/09/2007 20:21 (cell’s time) 8:19pm (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have that 8pm is also 20 hours and 20 + 19 = 39 and 3 + 9 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  But the minutes of the First Time, is just the inverse of this number of fulfillment, namely 12 – it is 21.  And look at 2012 and 2021, but look at my cell no that is 082 322 2021

This is the Fourth Letter of Lore148.

23/09/2007 21:34 (cell’s time) 9:33pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have the 21 – the inverse of 12, and 3 + 4 = 7, which links to the 7/12 number combination.  But the Beginning is 23 (the day), and the End, is 33 (the minutes of the Second Time), and 23 + 33 = 56 – the inverse of 65, which is the amount of dimensions you said there are and in which I can apparently move around in.

Dear Lore

As this is the Fourth (4^th) Letter of Lore148, the 4 in 148, is the middle of the whole of that number combination.  So maybe this letter is the middle point of this whole of Lore148, the part in which it all comes together. 

I first want to quote a letter I wrote to a friend today in an email, as follow:

23/09/2007 12:24pm (cell’s time) 12:22pm (computer’s time) and if you add the hours of both times, you get 12 + 12 (but seeing it is time, it can also be 12 time(s) 12, which equal 144) that equal 24.  But the First Time’s minutes are also 24 and 24 + 24 = 48.  And if you add 48 + 22 = 70 or then 7.  But if you take that 144 and the 22 of the minutes of the Second Time for the second time, you get a 1, a 44 and a 22.  But if you add the minutes of the First Time, it gives 2 + 4 = 6 and if you add that 1, it gives 6 + 1 = 7 (remember the 7 from the 48 and 22?).  But we are left, besides the 7, with a 44 and 22.

My Dear Friend

I am back on line – as you can see.  You probably wonder where the heading is heading?  Well, NO-thing has got 7 letters and I associate 7 with the NO-thing.  But yesterday, on 22nd, the Roses (England) and the Samoa’s (which carry a Puma on their jerseys), the rugby end between them was the amount 22-44. (For me, I do not really care who win – it is just the symbolisms that are worth something to mention that catch my eyes).

And the odd thing is that I had a thing with “Roses” that is a “Rose” I made in st7 (again the 7), but I through this copper Rose I made in the waste bin – stupid me, as if I did not do that, the Pta cleaning services would probably not have had a strike, as when I realized I am suppose to keep that Rose, and took it out of the waste that was still lying here, the Pta cleaning services started working again.  But on 21/09/2007 I met a Puma which I had a very special experience with in some nursery in Pty.  And I was showing it I do know it want to climb mountains – and as I was thinking about it climbing the mountains (showing it I understand its frustration), it gave some noise and I opened my eyes and it looked me in the eyes and jumped up a thing that was probably 4 times as high as this Puma is.  As if to tell me – I got you!  And then it looked me in the eyes very long - and I got goose bumps all over my body, especially my head, and then I focused my attention on the White Lions – and the Puma looked away – as if it had great respect for the White Lions.  And that night I win over 14 000 rand at Caesars (or whatever it is called).  And if you add 1 + 4, it equal 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

This is the second time in a months time I win 14 000 rand at the casino’s – and I am not even the one that wants to go.  My parents want to go and to get some food, I hop along, as they go and eat there.

I hope you find this information also interesting – as yesterday, when I saw the end result between the Roses and Samoa (with the Puma’s on their shirts), I was amazed, and when I saw this morning how the times worked out with these results taken into account, I thought you would also like this kind of “fittings” in synchronicities.

Renee

23/09/2007 12:48pm (cell’s time) 12:46pm (computer’s time) and funny enough I was wondering about the 48 in the Beginning heading – but now it comes to its fulfillment.  And if you add the

4 + 8 = 12 again.  But from the two hours that is 12, if we add them, it add up to 24.  And

24 + 12 = 36.  But 4 + 6 = 10 and 36 + 10 = 46.  And that is where the Second Time ends on, 46.  But from 46 we have from the 4 a 1 + 3.  But the 6 + 1 = 7 (again) and then we are left with a 3, which consist of 1 + 1 + 1 or 111.  And 111,  I have discovered means “reveal/revelation”.  So we have a NO-thing and “reveal/revelation” at the end of this letter. 

It is just interesting that tonight on the SABC2 news on TV, it was said that the mimic artist in Paris, France (where the Rugby World Cup is being played in 2007), has died last night, on 22/09/2007 at the age of 84.  But to give this 84 some character, I want to quote my Part2 (the Second part) of my Entry84 of my Journal.  (And Second is what it seems 44 is interested in at this time – that First Time is being related in a way to 22).  But here follow the Part2 of Entry84 of my Journal:

Part2 of Entry84 of my Journal.

23/09/2007 08:45pm

Where the time in this beginning part of Part2 of Entry84 of my Journal, starts with an 8/9, a number combination that is not unknown at this stage together with the 7/12 number combination.

But why I want to write Part2 of Entry84 of my Journal, is because I want to document my dream last night that I have written down in note in my Copper Notebook as follow:

23/09/2007 19:57pm

I had an odd dream last night.  First I had to go through a process that I did not like, but it seems some others went through it as well.  I was actually not feeling well in my dream physically because of this process that me and the others had to go through.  But then I went through several more processes and eventually I was, without something spectacular happening, heading a bunch of people.  And at first we were in a cave (and my experience of the symbolism of cave is they are for me where history plays itself off).

Then we got out and I told those behind me, as I looked back and saw those way behind suffering, the others in front of them to help them.  Those with me and myself went on.  And we were on some sort of earth plane, some “veld” area but also some “ice” area, but there was a mountain next to me suddenly and I looked at where a waterfall should be (now waterfalls come down), but I looked and saw antelopes and chairs – all the way to the top.  And on Friday, the 21/09/2007, there was this antelope (I call it an antelope as a boerbok sounds ugly) and there were also Pumas.  But both these species, like to climb mountains.  And according to Ted Andrews in Animal Speak, rocky top mountain is linked to the gods and goddesses.  But for me the antelopes are linked to some kind of higher realms.  The chairs I think was just there because of the “CEO” chair thing I had in my previous letters and that was in my unconsciousness.

But then I was only a presence and following from the air, the elephants.  And elephants are the symbolism of the feminine/creative energies.  So maybe that is why I am following it only in presence in my dreams.

But then I got up and I took the dog downstairs and came to my bed again.  And I fell asleep again (very unusual for me), and had the same dream of being a presence and overlooking and following the elephants running, again.  They were running (it seemed) in a western direction.

And after this, while this was going on, I forced myself to wake up.

                                                                                                     23/09/2007 20:07

This is the end of the Note of the Copper Notebook, but isn’t it interesting that the time (that was taken from my cell phone), is 19:57, where 19 hours is 7pm and 5 + 7 = 12, which gives the 7/12 number combination again.

This is really surprising and I wonder what this is all leading up to?

And this is the End of Part2 of Entry84 of my Journal.

                                                                                                 23/09/2007 09:06pm

(and the first and the last gives a 5 and 6 or 56 – the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions that Lorraine says there are and in which I can move around apparently in all of them).

                                                                                               23/09/2007 09:08pm

(we End with the 9/8 - the inverse of the 8/9 in the Beginning).

So as you can see, this Fourth Letter of Lore148 is not just about the 9/8 or 8/9 number combination (see previous letters), but also about the 7/12 number combination again.  And then this death of this mimic star in Paris who was 84 years of age when he died.  But he told a story also in silence – like writing is in silence, or is it?

Anyway, I will leave that up for you to decide….

LOVE

Renee

23/09/2007 21:55 (cell’s time) 9:53pm (computer’s time) where this Fourth Letter of Lore148 ends on a 53 (the minutes of the Second Time), my domino I picked up when we were leaving Cape Town.  And from the First Time we have that 21 + 55 = 76, but if we add it to the part of the times that has not been used in this end part of the Fourth Letter of Lore148, we get 76 + 9 = 85.  But 85 + 23 (day) + 9 (month) + 27 (year) = 144.  And the inverses of the hours of the First and Second Times is 12 and 12, and with time, it gives 12 time(s) 12, which equal 144.  But the whole date and all the times equal 144, the ALL, anyway.  So what a way to End the Fourth Letter of Lore148?

This is the Fifth Letter of Lore148.

01/10/2007 22:39 (cell’s time) 10:37pm (computer’s time) where from the date we have a 01 and 10 in the day and month, which gives 11.  But in the year we have 2+ 7 = 9, which gives from the whole of the date, an 11/9.  But the minutes in the Second Time is 37 or (CY) and the minutes of the First Time is 3 + 9 = 12 or the number combination of fulfillment.  But as 10pm is also 22 hours, we have both hours a 22, which gives 22 + 22, which equal 44.  So we started on 11/9 and CY fulfillment of 44. (This sums up the Beginning heading in short).

Dear Lore

I have send Lindie an email as well as an sms this afternoon as follow:

Hi

Hell is a place you go to in yourself where you go and hide from the hurt the people in heaven are causing you.

Renee

And the sending time on the computer shows it has been send on 4:06pm.  (And later on in this letter you will see in another quote that the volcano that erupted today is in our map book on page 64, the inverse of 4:06 or 46).

But this same message I send her by sms as well and the time it was send is calculated on my cell phone as: 16:16:34 or 777 where 16 + 16 = 32 and 3 + 4 = 7 and 32 + 7 = 39 and 3 + 9 = 12 – the number combination of fulfillment.  Where 777 just gives the inverse of 12, namely 21 if you add them all.

And her reply via cell phone was at time 16:23:30 or 7:5:3, where 7 + 5 = 12 – the number combination of fulfillment and then we have a 53, my domino I picked up on the day leaving Cape Town.  And 53 + 12 = 65 – the amount of dimensions you said there are in which I can move around in all.

But what I do want to get to you in this Fifth Letter is something that I believe has got everything to do with the White Lions and their mission – the Messengers of God.  As 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions and this the Fifth (5^th) Letter of Lore148.

And here follow Part1 and Part2 of Entry86 (yes, I know, how did it work out that it is 86, where 8 + 6 = 14 and 1 + 4 = 5?).

This is Entry86 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal.

01/10/2007 12:19 and 19 in hours, is also 7pm, so 19 can be 7 as well, where this make of the Beginning time a 12/7 – the inverse of 7/12.

I have some documentation to do – some information from my Copper Notebook as follow:

29/09/2007 01:50am or 15 – the number combination for Divine Order.

As I was at Ceasers tonight with my parents, I went for a new card and they said I do not have to pay for the loss of the maroon card, because I get upgraded to Gold.  So I even skipped silver and went straight to Gold.

And we were chatting – the girl, her boss and myself and I said that gambling is actually a paradox, as if you/and while you are playing, you are in some way “nervous”, as you can anytime win a Jackpot.  But when you go there and are back at home later on again, you realize it took your mind off things that bothers you, so you actually “rested”.

We think we rest, but we stress - that is a definite paradox with gambling.

And on our way there, I was sleeping in the car but woke up and the first thing I saw outside, was a sign post that says – “the World you know is changing forever”.  And the time was 19:50, or 7:5 and 7 + 5 = 12 – the number combination for fulfillment.

                                                                                                29/09/2007 02:01am

(and we have 12 from the sign post and 21 from the End of this Note – or 12/21).

Next Note:

30/09/2007 11:38am

If we assume that ALL thoughts come from God, then lets take the next scenarios:

I am in the shower and my mom promised me she was not going to use any water while I shower (because if you use any other water in the house while the shower is on, the water in the shower stop completely).  But then suddenly she gets hit by the thought that she must go to the toilet/loo and she did what she had to do there and “wha la”, she pulls the chain.

And I am in the shower and suddenly the water stops running and my eyes are full of soap.  And I became angry.

Now who is responsible – who was responsible for my mother to think she must use the loo?  God?  That is if we assume God is responsible for ALL thoughts.  But then another situation develops as me (who are in the shower), gets angry.  Who is responsible for that thought?  Me?  Then God is not responsible anymore for ALL thoughts if there are thoughts that I am responsible for.  I was provoked after specifically asking my mom not to use any water.  But now – ALL thoughts (we have assumed in the beginning of the note), come from God, so thoughts of anger, can they be different?

That makes it ridiculous as then God provoked a thought (by God) to trigger another thought (for God)?  Does that sound like making sense?

                                                                     30/09/2007 11:46am and 4 + 6 = 10 or 1.

(this gives a 111 or “reveal/revelation”)

Next Note

30/09/2007 12:11pm

What about this one: I gave my brother’s wife some shoes.  And they come visit us and her one child makes a remark that she is wearing the shoes I gave her.  And I thought I am glad to see that, that she wears what I gave her – so it gave me joy.  And I could see on her face she was ashamed that everybody’s attention was focused on the fact that she was wearing shoes she received from me.

Now if ALL thoughts are from God, the thought of joy came from the same place and at the same time as the thought of shame.

Does that make sense?

                                                                                                 30/09/2007 12:14pm

(and 12 + 14 = 26, or 8, which is the number of “The Weaver of Fate”).

Next Note

30/09/2007 12:21pm

Or this one:  I want to kiss him – and he thinks:  I want to kiss her and then they kiss one another.  But what is suppose to be 2 thoughts, comes from one place at the same time which actually makes it:  I want to kiss myself

                                                                                                 30/09/2007 12:22pm

(So my advice for lovers out there thinking they are in love – do not fall in love with yourself!

Ha, Ha, Ha, Ha (4 times)!! !! (and the ! Also 4 times) which gives a 4 and 4 at the end or 44.

Next Note

30/09/2007 20:39 or 2012.

And which one of us, when we think (that is if we even realize we are thinking), think of our thoughts or thoughts in general, like this:

But that is where the “plaster” come in. We are built/plastered around our thoughts/ideas (which we believe in a way are never think of – belong to us).  But that which is built/plastered around our thoughts (like our believes from our culture, religions etc) or ideas and our “plaster” or then the believes and traditions/religions, is not part of our thoughts – it only influence it.  But the thought, is how we are created in the likeness of God.

That does not mean we look like God – it simply means what has been explained in these past few notes today – the hypothesis that God gives ALL our thoughts.

                                                                                                    30/09/2007 20:44

The Next Notes are ones I scrabbled on pieces of papers – so they are short and sweet.

14:25 – The only crook in the world is in mankind’s minds.  The first crook born on the day the  first law was written.

15:42 – “Fate” is more important than “faith”.

From the above 2, that is accompanied by times, look at the times (and the days were separate days).  The one time is 1 a 42 and a 5.  The second time is a 15 (the outsides of the first time) and a 42.  So they must be linked in one or the other way – maybe both carry truth?

The second example on 30/09/2007 – So if 2 thoughts – joy and shame, come from the same place at the same time – we cannot even imagine the magnitude of thoughts going on that comes from the same place at the same time (I have only given an example of 1).

So we cannot even imagine the magnitude of this AMAZING phenomena of thoughts.

This is the End of the Short Notes that was made on scrap papers.

What we need to do, is get beyond the plaster (the ideas that we were born with in our genes and the traditions/religions we belong to), to get to the core beneath the plaster – and that I call the God mind within ourselves.

But the fact that ALL thoughts comes from God and that if we do not assume that, things makes sense, but if we do assume that, things makes sense and no sense at the same time, just shows me that the assumption that ALL thoughts come from God is the true one – as it handle the opposite of sense and no sense, the illusion of the sense/nonsense, as well.

This is the End of Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal.

                                                                                         01/10/2007 01:07pm or 17

(and from this day and time we get day (1), month (1), hour (1), which gives 111.  But 2007 or 27 also gives a 111, so we have the Double 111 – “reveal/revelation” and 7 and 7 where

7 + 7 = 14 – and this is Entry86 where 8 + 6 = 14.  But from the 111 111 we have a 11 and a 1111 or 2 and 4.  If we add the 4 to the Entry86, the 86 part, we get 14 + 4 = 144 and 2 or Second in ALL as 144 is also resemble ALL.

Part2 of Entry86 of my Journal.

01/10/2007 09:02pm turning 09:03pm

I woke up this morning with the song:

“…lets do the time warp again…”

And my head wanted me to go and look up the word “warp” in the Afrikaans/English Dictionary, but with my mother, I just ignored that suggestion and went on getting deeper and deeper into trouble, without understanding.  And the meaning is on page 1848 and

18 + 48 = 66.  And 6 + 6 = 12 – the number combination of fulfillment.  But the meaning for the word “warp” in Afrikaans is:

“eiebelang benewel sy oordeel” – translated means: his self interest is effecting his judgement.

And the whole day went by with my mom on my case – put lightly.  And I was lying on my bed after I discovered what the word “warp” means and thought to myself, but the people like Judas for instance, the ones in history who were the “bad guys”, they must get medals.  As they must have agreed to do what they did.  My mom must have agreed not to see the truth and be totally overwhelmed by the “plaster” that I was talking about in Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal.

But she might also not feel well – as it seems a lot of people are “restless”.  And when I checked the SABC2 news tonight, I understood, as there is a huge volcanic eruption on an island close to Yemen.  It sounds as if it is between Yemen and Ethiopia.  And I spoke to my friend and told him about that program I saw (and that was after the shooting incident), where they showed that it is believed that the “arc” of the Jews, are on one of the islands in a big lake in Ethiopia, but that certain priests are watching and disguising it with their lives.  But before I spoke to him on the phone, I send him an sms about it on time 19:11:34, where 19 gives 1 and the 11 + this 1 = 12 and 3 + 4 = 7.  This gives a 12/7 - the inverse of 7/12 again.

But we were watching this inset on CNN about the volcano, and I checked the time on the video machine (just without thinking), and it was exactly 19:19.  And we switched to SABC2 again and as we switched over, there were a picture of a White Lion male in a circus cage.  (My father checked in our map book where this Island is where the volcanic eruption was and it is on our page 64.  But in my friends map book – when I phoned him about this – his page number for this place is 38.  Now 3 + 8 = 11 and 64 + 11 = 75 – and 7 + 5 = 12, the number combination of fulfillment).

And I realized that I wrote those stuff about the thinking part on 30/09/2007.  But on 30/09/2005, the man named Mark Scott Crossley was accused of feeding a man to a lion.  It happened in the area close to where the Heartland is.  And this Part2 of Entry86 of my Journal, starts on 09:03pm, or 93 – the inverse of 39, where 30/09, gives 39.  And if you look at the years, 2005 and 2007, it is only the 5 and the 7 that differs, which gives 5 + 7 = 12 -the number combination that gives fulfillment.  But also – if you put this 12 to the 20 (that is the same in both the years), you get 2012.  And the greatest about this Mark Scott Crossley is that he did not get life sentence in jail, but only 5 years.  And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  And this newspaper (“The Citizen”), I bought on my way to the University reunion on 29/09/2007.  But if you look at the day and you compare it with the first time that I got in the Beginning of this Part2 of Entry86 of my Journal, you get the time is 09:02 or 92, and the day the newspaper were bought where this article about the Mark Scott Crossley case was on the front page, was bought on 29 – the inverse of 92.

I do not remember if I mentioned it, but as Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal Ended with the 144 thing, that when I bought the Olympics (see how it relates to Olympus) tekkies, after I finished the day and we ended at Pick and Pay (who is 40 years old this year – like me), the kilometre reading on my vehicle was 14400. And inside I bought some food to give the body vehicle some petrol as well, and the time this transaction was done, was 14:40, or 144 and 0.

But yesterday we visited the prize giving of the “Date with Destiny” competition.  And it seems the goddess that is the goddess of luck (according to Emperors Palace), is Sybilla.  Now if you look at her name, you get the following:

S = 19th letter or 1

Y = 25th letter

B = 2nd letter

I = 1st symbol of Roman number 1

L = 12th letter

L = 12th letter

A = 1st letter

From this you get a 111, a 25 or 2 + 5 = 7, a 12 that gives 1 + 2 = 3 and if you add this 3 to the “B” or 2, you get 5, and then you have another 12 – which stays like this.  So what have we got?

111

7 + 5 = 12

12

5

So we get from Sybilla a 12, 12 and 111 and 5 where 12 and 12 gives 144, so we have 144 which resemble the ALL, the 111 which resemble “reveal/revelation”, and the 5, which is the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

And this last and final draw of the “Date with Destiny” competition, was yesterday, on 30/09/2007 – exactly 2 years after the Mark Scott Crossley incident happened.  And at the End of Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal, I got a 2 and the 144.  Now, in the Second or Part2 of Entry86 of my Journal, the 144 is linked to the 111 as well as the 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

But the time I received my ticket for this draw is 16:19:20 which gives a 1 + 6 = 7 and from the 19 we have 1 and from the 20 we have 2, so from 19 and 20 we have 12, which gives 7/12 exactly.

And I still remember, late this afternoon, I was watching Oprah, and I remembered that I just asked my friend over the sms if he thinks that the way I am feeling has got something to do with the planet or is it just me?  And just after that, I went to watch Oprah and she had the program on “Planet Earth” on her show today.  But just as I started watching, she had the inset about the snow leopard and my head told me to look up the snow leopard (after looking up the word “warp” also).  And I was amazed to what I was shown about the snow leopard that was meant for me to know:  The part that is important (although everything is important about this totem animal) is on page 316 and 16 is my link to Linda and the snow lions and the 3 is linked to the 3rd paragraph on this page that says the following:

“The snow leopard lives in the high mountains.  Mountains have always been

places separate from humans.  They were the abodes of gods.  They are places of

good vista.  The animals of mountain gods and goddesses were often sacred to the

divine in some way.  When a snow leopard reveals itself, it hints of divine protec-

tion and a reawakening of one’s own spark of divinity.”

And I received 110 tickets for the final “Date with Destiny” competition, which makes it a 11 or 2, like in the End of Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal.  But my member number was 2020021202 or a 2 + 2 + 2 + 2 + 2 = 10 and then there is a 1, which makes it a 1 and 2 or 12.  And the day and month was 3 and 9 or 12 again, which gives a 144.  And the 2007, gives a 111.  But if we are looking for the 5, there are 5 two’s in the amount that makes the 10 in the member number.

I do not know where all of this is leading, but I know we must not have hope (as the only hope we may have to save us, is misery, so we must not have hope – to skip misery).  And from Part1 of Entry86 of my Journal, it is said that “Fate” is more important than “Faith” – and the word “Faith” as well as the word “Hope” and “Love”, has been dealt with in previous letters.

But if I look at the situation, boy, do we have a “Date with Destiny”?  As 3 Earthquakes on 30/09/2007 gives birth to a huge volcanic eruption in the Red Sea – and does red remind us of blood.  And blood is where our souls are settled in.  And the big prize in this competition yesterday – “Date with Destiny”, was a Home.

So maybe ALL of this has got to do with our souls winning the trip “Home”.

And this is the End of Part2 of Entry86 of my Journal.

                                                                                                 01/10/2007 10:07pm

(and I nearly do not believe it – but Part1 ended on 01:07pm and the Part2 end on 10:07pm – the 01/10 probably of the 01/10 of 2007)  I think this is what is called part of “divinity”, this (synchronicities?)?

And this is it – what more can I say?  I know I will now have to send you Lore148 for a second time, but it seems that is how things go with me – always have to do something twice or more sometimes.

But 148 gives a 14 and it gives a 18 and 1 + 8 = 9 and 1 + 4 = 5 and 9 + 5 = 14 and

1 + 4 = 5 or the Fifth Letter of Lore148.

LOVE

Renee

01/10/2007 23:06 (cell’s time) 11:04 (computer’s time) where the First Time gives a

2 + 3 = 5 and 6, or a 56 (which maybe mean that not only do I move around in only 65, but the whole – 65 and 56?)  From the Second Time we have someone’s birthday which is on 4/11 – just the inverse.  But do not worry – they talk about the event of 9/11 also in the form of the inverse, as the event actually happened on 11/9!

This is the First Letter of Lore147.

14/09/07 22:13 (cell’s time) 10:12pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have 2 + 2 = 4 and 1 + 3 = 4, which gives from the hour and the minutes a 4 and 4 or 44.

But from the Second Time we have 10 + 12 = 22.  So as we are finished with the First Time of 22 (which in this entrance is falling under the Second Time), we have the 44 – that which is ALL about in this time, which is actually the Second Time, in the First Time (just as sort of the inverse of the Second Time and just to give this new computer character).

Dear Lore

This is the first letter written to you on this new “updated” computer.  This computer is “dark” in color, like the “place” I went to in Hospital, after the shooting, were.  That is why the heading tried its best to focus our attention on this new computer, this “updated” computer which is linked to the NO-thing.  And if we look at the word NO-thing, the following comes up:

N = 14^th letter or 1 + 4 = 5.

O = 15^th letter or 0/naught.

T = 20^th letter or 2.

H = 8^th letter or it gives the total of my domino, which is 53, but on its side, it gives 00 linked.

I = 9^th letter or it is also the Roman symbol for 1.

N = 14^th letter or 1 + 4 = 5.

G = 7^th letter.

The NO firstly gives us 515 or 51 or 15, the combinations for Divine Order.

Secondly it gives us 5 and as the whole of the word NO-thing consist of 7 letters, it gives us a 5 + 7 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.

But from the rest of the word (besides the “NO”), we have a 2, a 00, a 1 and another 5 and 7.  This gives a 21 and as 5 + 7 = 12, we have a 2112.  And this is the page number for the word “synchronicity”.  But in the “NO” part we find Divine Order as well, as well as fulfillment in this word.  So from NO-thing we have:

Divine Order.

Fulfillment – the number 12.

It is in 2112 linked to the word “synchronicity”.

And as 6 + 1 = 7 or 1 + 6 = 7, it gives the 7 and linked with fulfillment, it gives 7/12 combination.

But this First Letter of Lore147 (and today is the 14^th and the year is 07 – so only the month, 09, is missing), is going to be a very long letter as it will contain 4 of my Entries from my Journal.  They are as follow:

First:

This is Entry78 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry78 of my Journal.

01/09/2007 11:16pm

From the hour and the minutes of this First Letter of Entry78 of my Journal, we have that the hour added to the minute, gives 27 – as the Last Part of the date also gives 27(2007).  This gives Double 27, and I have shown already in previous Letters to Lorraine that 27 resembles a 9 9 9 or 111 or “Revealing/Revelation” of something.  But the day and month gives the 1, for Beginning and 9, the number for me that shows that everything comes together.

I just have 0(ne) note from the Copper Notebook that will be part of this Entry78, where we have that 7 + 8 = 15, the number combination of Divine Order.  But here is the Note:

01/09/2007 16:51

When you look at hope, hope brings about faith as if you hope for something (as a child I thought this), for hope to come true (that in essence means for what ever you hope for to manifest), you have to believe (have faith), it will come true – that in short means:

You have to have faith for hope to come true.

And we know by way of the Renee Letters that makes up Lore145 so far, that our only hope is misery, but if we stop hoping, misery will also stop.  But lets look at the words Hope and Faith:

If you look at the word “Hope”:

H = 8th letter

O = 0/naught

P = 16th letter or 7

E = 5th letter

The last 2 letters gives 7 + 5 = 12 + 8 = 20.  But 20 or 2 consist out of 1 + 1 or 11.  And in the 9/11 (where 11 is the opposite of 9), the 9 is the one where everything comes together and the 11 is representing the “past” before the time that 9 starts.

And if we look at the word “Faith”:

F = 6th letter

A = 1st letter

I = 9th letter – but anything + 9 = that anything in its essence again.

T = 20th letter or 2

H = 8th letter

If you add:  6 + 1 = 7 + 2 = 9 + 8 = 17.  But 1 + 7 = 8, which is also part of the time before 9 happens, before the time everything comes together.  But this 8 is part of the process to lead everything to get to 9 – where everything comes together, as 8 is the symbol of “The Weaving of Fate”.  That just simply mean that “The Weaving of Fate”, brings about eventually the 9 – where everything comes together.

So neither “Love, Hope or Faith”, is part of the “True” – rather it is part of the illusion to prevent 9, or to prevent in a way (in an illusion way) for Everything to come together again, for the ALL to Unite with the Creator again.

And in the 9 process, the process of everything coming together, we must just take it moment by moment – where every moment makes up Destiny and Trust that our Creator will bring us moment by moment, by way of Destiny, closer to the Unification of ALL to Unite with the Creator.

                                                                                                     01/09/2007 17:00

Ns.  “Sin” in the Afrikaans language means something that “makes sense”. 

So, beyond our “sins”, lies something that makes sense.

And this is the End of the Note that makes up Entry78, where 7 + 8 = 15 – and we see that the Note that makes this Entry78, starts at the minutes 51, which gives a 15 51 combinations.  And both are linked to Divine Order that goes hand in hand with Destiny.

                                                                                                 01/09/2007 11:46pm

(where the 11 + 46 = 56 and 1 + 9 = 10 or 1, and 56 + 1 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.  But this fulfilment has got something to do with the 111 (from the year 2007 or 27) where 111 is related to “Reveal/Revelation”.

                                                                                                 01/09/2007 11:48pm

Second:

This is Entry79 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry79 of my Journal.

07/09/07 11:05

And the day and month today is 07/09, which resemble the Entry, which is 79.  But the month and year, gives the inverse of the Entry79, namely 9/7.

I send some sms’e to Michelle last night – as she was the one who told me to buy myself the book “The Secret”.  They are as follow:

Michelle

The guys who

fetch our trash every Tuesday all

read The Secret +

manifested themselves huge

houses + smart

cars – but now

our trash is sitting

manifesting to let

the ashoop come

to them. Renee

06/09/2007

21:42:30

From the above time the sms was send, we have a 21 + 42 = 63 and 63 + 30 = 93, which is the inverse of 39 (my age now), but if added, gives 9 + 3 = 12.

But I want to document some notes in my Copper Notebook as follow:

04/09/2007 09:21am

I had the weirdest dream last night.  There were a bunch of kids in a veld and they found certain things.  But then some cops arrived on the scene and their teacher showed the cops what the children have found. The first thing was some kind of soft toy that looks like some kind of bear.  And then the one child ran to some other children to tell them that they must come and look, as this kid found an apple tree that has got white apples.

But last night while I was in bed, I realized that the “Wondertree” is right at the foot of the Magalies Mountains.  This is the mountains that are linked to Voortrekker Street in Pretoria (and the Voortrekker Street in Cape Town where I found Marah’s piece of marble).  But these mountains are also linked to Lorraine – as she stays in Magaliesburg and from time to time go and climb the mountain with some family and friends.

But the dream 1st described, was actually the 2nd dream.  As in the 1st dream I dreamt about some men that wanted to sabotage something.  And I told them I am a policeman.  And in that same dream, at one stage, I was up in space, next to some space vehicle.

                                                                                                 04/09/2007 09:28am

Next Note:

04/09/2007 10:53am

I think it is just amazing what 44 helped humankind to land in – confusion.  This confusion is that when you move to a new address, the banks and shops tell you to change your address. But when you get there to change your address, they must ask (according to humankind’s rules now), for a proof of your new address.  And if you ask them what this “proof” must be – it must be a statement of some kind of bank or shop to the new address.

How ridiculous can it get?  You want to change your address, but first you must receive a statement with that new address you want to change to, from those same banks and shops.  This I do not understand.  All I understand of this is this is a beautiful catch22 situation – and I shortly described it in the end of Lore146, the Second Letter.

This is one of those miracles that show us who is the 0(ne) Who will be revealed at ever greater levels.  As humankind has got no clue how this ridiculous situation I described above, came about, let alone where it came from.  They just want to solve it in there humankind way again and probably will land in a greater catch22 situation.

This catch22 situation that developed to fulfil 44, is just amazing and I find it extremely brilliant and funny.  Well done 44 – this irony – I wonder if people would even acknowledge that it is some amazing gift to humankind that they must just open their eyes to.  In this case (again), 44 gave humankind this to show Who and What 44 is – AMAZING and BRILLIANT!!!! !!!!

                                                                                                 04/09/2007 11:02am

(and the radio clock alarm shows the time as 11:01 or 111 – something being “revealed/revelation”)

Ns.  And from the 11:02, we get that 1 + 1 = 2 which gives a 2:02 or 22.  And from catch22, the number in that is also 22, which gives a 22 + 22 = 44.

Next Note:

04/09/2007 11:32am

Last night on 50/50 – yes, a Double 5 and 5 linked to the Sacred Number of the White Lions, they spoke of the tides of the sea.  But like Master Kuthumi explained to me, that the Universe are kind of like doing a breathing process – that is why we sometimes become ALL 0(ne) – or the whole of Creation unite with the Creator.

But 50/50 last night had some professor that told us that it is not only the sea that get these tides that the scientists thinks are caused by the moon, the planet is also getting a “tide”.  But this sounds to me like the “breathing process of the universe”, just the moon (which scientists tells us are responsible for our sea’s tides and our land tides now also) cannot be responsible for the Universal breathing process.  So my question is:  if this same process that happens in the Universe, on small scale happen to our planet, is it the moon that influence it all?

But this professor explained that this tidal thing makes the surface of the planet rise a certain amount.  So it is like an underground Mexican wave (if you want to visualize it).

But from Mexican we get:

M = 44

E = 44

X = Roman symbol for 10

I = Roman symbol for 1

C = 3rd letter

A = 1st letter

N = 14th letter or 1 + 4 = 5

This gives a 44 and 44 or Double 44 and then there are 3 ones or 111, and we are left with the 5 (last letter) and 3, the 5th letter from the top, which gives us a 53 – my domino.

And 44 we know by now what it means – and this is a Double 44. Then 111 is some kind of “revealment/revelation” and then 53, which is linked to my domino.

But now that I heard last night (03/09/2007), on 50/50 on SABC2, that not only the sea are effected by the tides which we presume is caused by the moon, I am just wondering, since the moon are said to influence the surface of the planet as well (not only the sea, but dry land too), if it is the moon that are effecting the planet or if it is not something else that is happening?

I know I start feeling “bad” at the end of the day when the sun goes under.  Could it not be because of the above phenomenon that I am feeling so terrible that time of the day?  That I may be feeling/sensing the Mexican Wave?

                                                                                                 04/09/2007 11:49am

Next Note:

05/09/2007 21:26

There were an ad on TV twice tonight.  It is about some kind of electronic eye that can show you what is going on at home while you are not there.  This “eye” is called by the ad, “Spot” and picture a dog as “Spot” in a metaphorical way.  (And today, the day and month, gives 5 + 9 = 14, which is also linked to DOG from DOGOD or 1441.

But the price for this “I”, is 144 rand.

The first time this ad came up on the TV tonight, the time was 20:33.  And 20 + 33 = 53.  And the 2nd time it came on was 20:48 and 4 and 8 gives Linda’s 31 08 meridian.  But

4 + 8 = 12, which makes from the 2nd time, a 2012.

                                                                                                     05/09/2007 21:31

(and 3 + 1 = 4 and 31 + 9 – as 21 hours also gives 9pm – equal 40, or 4.  This gives a 4 and 4 or 44).

NS.  The “I” (camera) is showing those not at home, what is going on at home.

This is it for the Part1 of Entry79 of my Journal.

                                                                                                 07/09/2007 12:06pm

Part2 of Entry79 of my Journal.

07/09/07 01:04pm

And again the date, namely the day and month gives the exact same combination than the number of the Entry. And the month and year, gives exactly the inverse.

But I have some notes still left to document, so here they are.

06/09/2007 15:37

The program I taped where the Israeli guy proofed that Newton’s theory of the Law of Gravity is wrong, also makes another statement.  It says that we (matter) only occupy 4% of the Universe.  They (the scientists) decided to call the other 96%, Dark Matter (and this has been dealt with in my Letters to Lorraine already – the Dark Matter and why the scientists had to call it Dark Matter).  But in essence, 96% of the Universe then does not exist (if you ignore the scientists that says it is Dark Matter).

Or 96% of the Whole of the Universe (so that makes the 96% the Creator – as we that occupy 4% of matter, is the Creation), consist out of NO-thing (nothing).

That gives, that if you take the Creator, we are only 4% of the Creator. But 4% is some kind of measurement, but we have a 4 from this 4%, as well as a “Percent” – just to change its status of being a measurement to something else.  But from the word “percent”, we get:

P = 16th letter or 7

E = 5th letter or 5

R = “R” – the “R” which is necessary to Unite Creation with Creator.

C = 3rd letter

E = 44

N = 14th letter

T = 20th letter or 2

But if we look at the last 4 letters of the word “percent”, it gives 3 + 44 + 14 + 2.  And

14 + 2 = 16 + 3 = 19.  And 1 + 9 = 10 or 1.  So from the last 4 letters we have 44 and

0(ne).  But from the first 2 letters, we have a 7 + 5 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.  And from the 3rd letter, we have the “R”, that is necessary for Creation to unite with the Creator. 

But seeing from the last 4 letters (and linking it to the 4 of 4%), we get a 4 and 4 or 44.  But as I said, from the last 4 letters we get a 1 and 44 or 144 (the ALL).

So from 4% we get a 44, fulfilment (from the 12), the “R” that is necessary for Creation to unite with the Creator, and 144 (the ALL).

                                                                                                     06/09/2007 15:53

Ns.  So after the 44 has been fulfilled (12), and the “R” found, we are only left with 144 – which is linked to ALL.  So it will then be ALL.

But from the 96% that does not exist – which is nothing (NO-thing), 9 + 6 = 15 and 15 the number combination that stands for Divine Order. So we as 4% matter, are surrounded in ALL ways by Divine Order.

End of the Notes.

I think these last few notes came up after Michelle told me to read the book “The Secret”.  In that book you are told how to manifest.  But I guess my sms to her that is documented in Part1 of Entry79, just shows that what can happen if all buy this book and learn how to manifest.  And I guess that is why these other stuff came up – to me that we are subject to Divine Order as Everything (which is of course matter), is surrounded by Divine Order.

And it just blow my mind that mankind cannot see that The Higher Power fool mankind to think that mankind has created its own catch22 situations.  But dare any human being claim himself the right to give that amazing brilliance to humankind?

                                                                                                    07/09/07 01:28pm

(and 28 is the number we are staying in now with a Chihuahua and the street name, Great Dane Street).     

Third:

This is Entry80 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry80 of my Journal.

08/09/2007 10:22pm

And from the time of the Beginning of this Part1 of Entry80, we have a 10:22pm, but 10pm, is also known as 22 hours. This gives 22:22 or if you add the hour and the minutes, you get 22 + 22 = 44.

And this is who this letter is all about – 44.  But what it also showed me today, is that NO-thing, has a very strange sense of humour.  Now I think it is really awesome and funny – by putting all the parts together that was given (even though my body felt terribly because of a stomach upset – the colon went spastic again).  But I documented it in handwriting and want to document it in my Journal now.  And if we look at the day and month, it gives an 8 and 9 and 8 + 9 = 17 and 1 + 7 = 8 – and this is Entry80, also an 8.  But anyway, the note:

08/09/2007 13:53.

As I woke up this morning I had the same stomach upset as the day before the lorry came to fetch our furniture from Cape Town to move here, to Pretoria.  It was also the day before I picked up my domino that is a 5 and 3 or then a 53.  (And see the Beginning minutes of this note, which is 53 exactly).

But last night we ate meat at my brother that was Eland meat.  And as we were eating, SABC2 showed the World Rugby Cub start between France and Argentina.  Right through the match they had the “Bushmen” ad where a rugby ball fell onto a “bushman’s” head and the bushmen’s started playing rugby with the ball that fell from the sky.  But this was put next to the real match that was going on between France and Argentina, on the side of the screen.

But then a bit after I had that terrible stomach upset thing this morning, I remembered that the meat we ate last night was Eland meat and I remembered that I bought a Post Card (for a specific reason) in Cape Town with an Eland on because just before we left Springs to move to Cape Town, they had a program on Channel 35 (the inverse of 53) on DSTV, where they showed how every religion in South Africa have some sort of “Christ” in their ancestral history.  But for the Khoi San Bushmen, it was an Eland.  And I still remember how they spoke to an elderly Khoi San Bushman who told the tale of how the Eland became (by the tale told to him by his ancestors) their “Christ” sort of figure.

And then I went and looked up where did I file that Eland Post Card.  And it is filed in the second file and the date I bought it, was 08/03/2004.  But today is 8/9 (or if you add, 17, and the match between France and Argentina ended 17 12, in favour of Argentina.  And Argentina is of South America, the place of the Jaguar), and if you look at 08/03/2004 and you add 3 + 2 + 4 = 9.  Which also gives an 8/9 – like today’s 8/9.  But further more, if you add the year 24 + 3 (month) + 8 = 35.  (This is the inverse of my domino, 53).

And I looked at the paper that was filed also on 08/03/2004, just beneath the Post Card of the Eland, and it is an email about Viruses – and my parents had friends over this afternoon and both had some virus (let alone what I had this morning).  But interesting enough, the End of the email about the Viruses end with the last 2 words, namely:

“Hidden Messages”

But I think there must be something about this Rugby World Cup 2007 – with Will Ellis, the man that took the initiative and picked up the ball from a soccer game and started rugby, as I get goosebumps every time they have that cup on the TV.

                                                                                                     08/09/2007 14:07

(and 14 hours is 2pm, which gives 2:07 or 27 or 9 9 9 or 111 – “reveal/revelation”).

Ns.  And the “ad” with the Bushmen playing rugby because of the rugby ball that fell out of the sky on one bushmen’s head, is based on a movie of Jamie Uys, namely

“The Gods must be Crazy”.

End of the Note

And I find the last part of the note extremely funny and the whole thing – how it started while we were in Springs still, and that I had to buy the post card on that specific day to have the event we had today, and I wonder to myself, is this me going crazy, or is it coincidence or what is it – but it seems the end of the note is joking a bit with confirming that Everything is surrounded by Divine Order, by giving me the movie’s title, namely:

“The Gods must be Crazy”.

But what is also interesting is that on 30/07 this year, there was an article on the front page of the Cape Times (this was the day we moved out of Cape Town), that started with a 3 and 8 or 3/8.  The line says:  “38 000 hit by city floods”.  And our new PO Box number is 703, the inverse of 37 – where 37 have been shown by now as (CY), the place we have lived, the registration number my vehicle starts with.  Just as the dial number for the telephone in (CY) 021 was, is it now 012, the 37 is turned around in my post address and that 38, that comes up in the note above, also started in the newspaper on 30/07.  And just to add the sauce to the meal, on page 3 of the Burger of 30/07, there is a picture of the Will Ellis Cup – the World Rugby Cub of 2007 – where this man did something so radical and started something that is so successful in today’s world.  (The 38 000 line on the front page as well as the article about the Will Ellis Cup, is filed on 30/07 in the files). 

And this is how the Part1 of Entry80 ends tonight.  It has been a hard day, but worthwhile.

                                                                                                08/09/2007 10:56pm

(and the minutes, 56, is the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions Lorraine told me there is and in which I can move around in apparently.  But 5 + 6 = 11 also, which gives 10:11 or 111 – “reveal/revelation”.  And the best of it all, we have spoken about the 17, but the End time, gives an 11 and with the 10 being a 1 also, it gives 11 + 1 = 12 – the result of the rugby game last night between France and Argentina which ended on the 17 12 result).

Fourth:

This is Entry81 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal.

11/09/07 11:21am

The time this Entry81 was created, is shown as 11:20am.  That gives an 11 and as

1 + 1 = 2, we have a 11 and 11 or 11:11 or 11 + 11 = 22.  But the time that the 1st part of Entry81, where 8 + 1 = 9 and hour of the Beginning of this Part1, is 11, which gives a 9 and 11 – the date today.  But the time this Entry81 was created had the minutes 20 or 11 and the hour 11, which gave a 22, and the minutes this Part1 started, is a 21.  And 2 + 2 = 4, but 2 + 1 = 3 and 4 + 3 = 7, or 07 (the year of the start of Part1).  But if we add 22 + 21, it equal 43, and as this is Part1, and we add the 1 of Part1, we get 43 + 1 = 44.

But this Part1 of Entry81 was created to document a note from the Copper Notebook as follows:

10/09/2007 19:31

I have just swallowed the top of a bottle of red cold drink – the oldest make of cold drink on the market.  But it came out … I don’t know how?  And I checked the time this happened and it was 19:27.  But as this top of this bottle got stuck in my throat chakra, it meant that something had to be said and creativity had to happen.  And that is when I decided to document this note in my Copper Notebook, as it seems it is definitely not my time to die – as if that top of the bottle did not come out all by itself miraculously, I would have suffocated.  (Like Marah). But talking about Marah, I had an experience in my dreams last night that can compare with the feeling I had when I went to the NO-thingness while I was in hospital after the shooting incident.  But I was busy dreaming this time when I saw Linda came to me out of the sky.  And she looked beautiful, as she was dressed in something that might have been pearls or pieces of mirrors.

But I see in my minds eye the pearl in its shelve.  Outside, the shelve looks terrible and like something very ordinary – but inside, hiding, is something very precious and beautiful.  And then I felt that same feeling again as in hospital – going to the NO-thingness.  But all I saw was a piece of wall with plaster.  But the plaster was not beautiful – like the shelve that carries a pearl.

(And I remember that NP Van Wyk Louw took my mind with his writings about how mankind must take the “plaster” off to get to the truth – whether it is their own or for the whole of mankind.  And I guess that is why especially “plaster” was shown to me by the NO-thingness,  as I have a very good recollection of why I started liking NP van Wyk Louw – exactly because of his description of getting rid of the “plaster”)

And then I see the pieces of mirror and in my minds eye I see the 2 occasions I looked, at a time when the sun was nearly under, at myself in a mirror and with my third eye, (me) switched (literally switched) to “nothing”, with only the light that was coming from behind the silhouette of this “nothing” to show that there must be standing a form, the form of a human being.

My mind also went off today, during the day (many times), to that day when (and that was on the 11th of 10th of 2003, where the 11 and 10 gives a 111 or “reveal/revelation” in 2003) someone looked into my eyes but could only see nothing.  And when I met up with Coral and Hannelie the other day, and I looked into Hannelie’s eyes, I saw the eyes of a White Lion.  And she confirmed that for me – that she in her soul, is a White Lion.  They say that the eyes are the windows of the soul.

So after last night, I realized my soul must be linked in some way, to “nothing”, as nobody could figure out or see my soul up till now.  And then it is understandable that nobody could see my soul in any way, as nothing you cannot see.

And Linda looked so beautiful and had the pearls on to show me that under that plaster, I was taken to, is something “beautiful” – even if it is “nothing”.  And if you look at the name Linda:

L = 12th letter or 3

I = 9th letter

N = 14th letter or 5

D = 4th letter

A = 1st letter

But as this note started on the minutes 31, if you take the 1st and 3rd letters, you get the values 35.  And this links to Part1 of Entry80.  But Part1 of Entry80 of my Journal was written on 08/09 and my telephone number (and I visited the offices of Telkom today – and the telephone was fixed on 08/09) is 998 3531.  And from the 998, we have 9 + 9 = 18 and the 1 + 8 = 9, which gives a 9/8 – the inverse of 08/09.  Then we have the 35 and 31 in the Linda spelled out in value and letters above.

But if we look at the time I swallowed that top of that bottle, it was 19:27.  And 1 + 9 = 10 or 1 and 27 where 27 is 9 9 9 or 111 (“reveal/revelation”), and if you add another 1 to 111, we have 4.

But if you look at my domino, 53 (or its inverse 35), then 5 + 3 = 8, and 8 resemble 4 + 4 or 44.  But the 3 or (111) and 1 (31), also linked to 11/9 – tomorrow.  And I received the sms from Jason that he will pass on my msg to Linda that I want to have T/iced with her, at

15:54:06 on 999 (09/09/2007).  And from 15:54:06 we have that 5 + 4 = 9 and we are left with a 156 where 5 + 6 = 11 – which gives us a 1 and 11 or 111 (“reveal/revelation”).  And after this message from Jason on 09/09/2007, I get that night this dream about Linda.

But all my friends that starts looking at the numbers expected something to happen on 09/09/2007 or 9 9 9.  But “nothing” happened, ironically (for them).

But if you look at the date today – 10/09/2007 and the time I swallowed that top of the bottle of cold drink that is the oldest cold drink in the world, which was 19:27, it is one and the same thing.  As from 10/09 we have 10 + 09 = 19, and 2 + 0 + 0 + 7 = 27.

So it seems – if I look at my domino and my dream last night, not only am I linked to “nothing”, but NO-thing is linked to 44 and it seems me too in some odd way.

                                                                                                     10/09/2007 19:58

(and the Beginning minutes was 31 and this End minutes is 5 + 8 = 13).

Next Note:

11/09/2007 10:36am and 36 + 1 = 37

I dreamt last night about driving a very luxurious vehicle with an old man (or something very old as I never saw this “person” – if it was a “person”).  And then we were busy somewhere and it was big news all over that some girl designed some “device” (that is the best way I can describe it), that was fitted onto a very high building and everybody wanted to see if this “device” was going to fit exactly to the top of that very high building.  And it went up and up (this “arm” sort of thing with a “cage” connected to it) and it matched the top of this very high building exactly.  It seemed like some “cage” that was fitted with an “arm” and that was connected to the side of this very high building and the “arm” was to take the “cage” (which can probably take “things”) to the exact top of this VERY high building.

And then I dreamt of corn.  And I ate it and it was not corn but something else.  And some woman came to me and wanted Kentucky.  And she showed me something in return, some very tasteful eggs (but which was strangely enough, still in shelves).

But what stand out about my dream last night, was that “device” that fitted perfectly and that is linked to this next dream, the one where the bottom line is:  I ate corn (like a chicken and they say if someone say something or give an opinion of some sort, that that person lay an egg).  Then there are the link to Kentucky which is linked to the Colonel of American origin (which gives on this day, 11/9, a link to America) and a chicken.  But lastly there are the link to the eggs that looks tasteful, but still in shelves.  So that “device” is linked to an opinion expressed – or maybe a lot of opinions expressed, that lead to the device fitting the top of that VERY high building exactly – and giving a “cage”, which gives us the clue that the opinions can give others a chance to get into that “cage” and get with the “arm” which might be the opinions expressed, to the TOP.

                                                                                                 11/09/2007 10:49am

(and from 4 we have that it consist out of 3 + 1 where 3 links to 111 “reveal/revelation”.  So that gives from 10:49 the 10 or 1 and then from the 4 a 1 and 111 and a 9.  This gives a 11 and a 111 and a 9 or an 11/9 and 111 which is linked to a “reveal/revelation”).

But the letters in the First Note in this Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal in the name Linda, that was not dealt with, had the values 941.  And if we look at the end of the Second Note of this Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal, the End time gives the values 149 – the exact inverse.  Now the First Note was written in the Copper Notebook last night, and the Second Note was written in the Copper Notebook this morning – so how did it end up this way, this 149 and its inverse, 941?  Interesting I would say….meant, perhaps….Destiny?

And this is it for this Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal.  And I am waiting for my black computer that is suppose to arrive today.  And black is the color that is associated with “nothing”, as in the darkness, which we call the color black, you cannot see anything so you see “nothing” or NO-thing.

                                                                                                 11/09/2007 12:27pm

(and if I look at this End time, it seems that 11/9 is linked to 12 – the number of fulfillment).

Ns.  And after I wrote Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal, I went downstairs to watch channel 51 on DSTV.  And 5 + 1 = 6.  And on this channel, CNN, they were busy discussing the event of the Twin Towers and the 11/9/2001 event with Osama Bin Laden giving out a new release video of one of the hijackers, what this hijacker said, why did he do what he did.  But then the lady on CNN said they were going to take an ad brake and on this brake they had a lady that was telling of her expedition climbing the Drakensberg Mountains in South Africa to see the Bushmen paintings.  And what the Bushmen painted was one of their sacred animals, the Eland.  And then the doorbell rang and some guys wanted to replace a light.  And after those guys were gone, I tried to phone my friend to tell him this coincidence – with all the events that happened to me (look at Entry80 and Entry81) and then now, on a channel on the TV that is from America, they advertise the Bushmen paintings and claim the Eland to be the Bushmen’s sacred animal?  But my friend could not answer his phone and as his voicemail came up and I put the phone down, the time was 13:22.  They also said that their died 2974 people in that event in 2001.  And it is the 6th memorial after that event which is the biggest terrorist attack in mankind’s history.  But if you look at the amount of people that died, it gives a 2 + 9 = 11 and 7 + 4 = 11 or an 11 11 (as in the notes in this Part1 of Entry81 of my Journal).  But they also showed how the Americans are busy to rebuild in that space where the Twin Towers was and said that there are going to be 4 buildings this time in that space, not only 2 anymore.  My question is just, again, is this for real?  These coincidences?  Is it coincidences at all?

                                                                                                 11/09/2007 01:45pm

(and if you take the one from the 45, you are left with 44).

Part2 of Entry81 of my Journal.

14/09/2007 6:54pm

From the time of this Part2 of Entry81 of my Journal, we have a 65 and 4 where the 4 consist out of a 111 and 0(ne).  But 65 is the highest dimension you can reach – according to Lorraine – but

6 + 5 = 11.  That gives us from the time a 111 and 1 and 11 or 111 and 111.  This gives a Double “reveal/revelation”.

I have been extremely tired the past few weeks.  But now it seems that Indonesia is also getting extremely tired, with all the earthquakes going on there.  Channel 51 on DSTV made the comment that “dozens of earthquakes has hit Indonesia since Wednesday”.  But this was on Channel 51 of DSTV, and from the Beginning time of this Part2 of Entry81 of my Journal, you get a 6 and a 5 + 4 = 9 and 6 + 9 = 15 – the inverse of 51, but also the combination of Divine Order.

But I want to document a note in the Copper Notebook in this Part2 of Entry81 of my Journal as follow:

13/09/2007 10:56am and 5 + 6 = 11 and with 10, it gives a 111.

Yesterday I had a bad day – or so I thought, as I received an sms from Jason first that was a bit disturbing and then something in the complex we stay in, happened to upset me.

After what happened in the complex, the truth of the situation was conveyed by myself to my brother, but it seems there is a “true truth”, besides just “truth”.

And I conveyed eventually, after very disturbing, but interesting events, the truth to my brother and my parents, but I realized last night that it was the truth – but not the “true truth”.

But before this event in the complex happened, I was shown in my minds eye the Copper piece I made in st7, of a rose.  And my answer to Jason, on his sms, was done at time 7:39.  And 3 + 9 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.  And the 7 is linked to when this copper rose was made – st7.  But I am also 39 years old now.

But this 7:12 (39) thing I realized as I was thinking of that dream I had of Linda, with the pieces of mirror on her dress – and yesterday morning (after Jason’s sms), it reminded me of an Afrikaans writer who wrote a poem about bitterness and how a mirror broke between two people.  And in my reply to Jason I called Linda (coincidentally) 555S – and the last one, is an “S” or 19th letter of the Alphabet.  But it does look like a 5.  So we have a 555 and then something that looks like a 5 and if you add them all, you get 20.  But the last one, the “S”, that looks like a 5 but is actually the 19th letter of the English Alphabet, then gives

20 + 19 = 39.

But this poem about bitterness speak about a broken mirror between 2 people.  At first my mind was stuck on this, the broken mirror between 2 people. But eventually I thought of this poem further and it talks about the season before winter, later on in the poem.  And this reminded me of the song that Bette Midler sing – “The Rose” – where someone becomes a Rose in Spring.

That was when I realized but my mom discovered this Copper Rose I made in st7 and I threw it away.  And then I realized:  luckily, but coincidentally, the people of the garbage were on strike and that Copper Rose could be found easily and I went to fetch it out of the garbage.

But it seems Linda has got a “truth”, but not the “true truth” and that was why I received that upsetting sms from Jason.

But after I took the Copper Rose out of the garbage, the clean bin came and it seems the strike is also over now.

And I just phoned my friend and told him about all this and as I was talking about the earthquakes (8.2 – 7.9 – 7.1) and then about Linda, while talking about Linda I was still looking at the TV on CNN (Channel 51 of DSTV), there were White Lions as some Highlight on CNN shortly.  There were also a black panther showed briefly.  And I told him this and we were amazed about this coincidence/synchronicity.  And I told him I looked up the word “rose” yesterday in the dictionary and opened the dictionary on page 2112 – and the word in the first column that catch your eye is the word “synchronicity”.  Yes, this word is on page 2112.

But it seems the word “rose” is sometimes also attributed to a woman of certain virtue.  But it seems it is also linked to hay fever in some form.  And my friend is suffering terribly from hay fever.

But it seems that Copper Rose was quite important as the garbage people went on strike – otherwise I would not have gotten my Copper Rose back after throwing it away.

                                                                                                 13/09/2007 11:21am

Ns.  And I am now 39 but on 21/12 I turn 40 or 4.  I have bought myself (for a reason), a Walt Disney Duvet set which say:  “Once upon a time…”

And this is what all these notes and letters to Lorraine are – stories about:  “Once upon a time…”

I can now understand why they say people go through a menopause at about the age of 40 – they go back to the 4 again in a way, but are actually 40.

And this is the End of the Note:

But yesterday afternoon, at 14:39, I received a call from Linda’s P/A that said that Linda want her to convey the message that I am in all her prayers and that I must keep sending my letters and that the letters have a special place where they are kept, and very safe.  This girl’s name is Lindie.  And she told me I am very gifted and that they do not want to loose me.  She asked me to sms her if I have any messages for Linda, as Linda phone her everyday to get updated.  My input is of real importance to them.  So she said to me that she will send an sms with her cell phone number.  I received her sms on

13/09/2007

19:26:05

Where the first of the time is 19 hours or 7pm and the last is 5.  But 26 is the amount of letters the English Alphabet consist of.  And 7 + 5 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.

But if we look at the time I send my sms to Jason, telling him that I am deleting Linda Mara on my cell Phone, the beginning time was 7 and 39 (12).  But the time this Lindie woman phoned me is 14 or 1 + 4 = 5 and 39 (12).  This gives that the 7 (from the sms) and the 5, from the phone call I received as result of the sms, we get that 7 + 5 = 12.  But 39 is 12 as well, so we have a 12 and 12 in time, so 12 time 12 equal 144.

And if we look at the name Lindie:

L = 12th letter or 3

I = 9th letter or Roman symbol for 1

N = 14th letter or 5

D = 4th letter

I = 9th letter or Roman symbol for 1

E = 5th letter or 44 (as part of the M, W, 3, E that if values all added, adds up to 44).

But the 3rd and the 1st (my last two numbers of my telephone no) gives 53 – my domino.

But from LIND, we have 3 + 1 + 5 + 4 = 13 or the 3rd and 1st again.  But then we are left with the IE, which gives a 1 and 44 or 144 – as the time of the sms and the time of the phone call worked out on 144.

But if we add LINDIE as follow:  3 + 9 + 5 + 4 + 1 + 5 = 27.  Not only linked to 2007, but also to the 9 9 9 or 111 – “reveal/revelation”.  And her phone call was a revelation (about Linda)

But if I look at Lindie’s cell no, it gives 084 6018232 where the 84 is the inverse of Linda’s

31 08 Meridian or 48 and 4 + 8 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  But the last 4 numbers gives an

8 + 2 = 10 and 3 + 2 = 5 (and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions) and 10 + 5 = 15, the number of Divine Order.  And 601, gives 61 and is linked to Lorraine, but if you add 1 + 5, it equal 6, which makes it a 616 – the 61 and 16 – where 16 is linked to Linda.  But the 084 gives the 12 and the (61) and (16) gives the 7, or 12:7, the inverse of 7:(12).  And her number is stored in storing place no 88 of my sim card on my cell phone.  And 8 + 8 = 16.

And I have received my “dark” main computer now – and it is installed brand new and upgraded – as the “dark” or NO-thingness relates:  upgraded!

                                                                                                  14/09/2007 7:57pm

(or a 7:(12) again, the sms to Jason, which instigated this Part2 of Entry81 of my Journal and the time 7 + 5 = 12 and 5 + 7 = 12 and connected to time the 12 and 12, equal 144 – or the ALL).

And this is it for the Entries.  Now I just have to get the “new” “updated” computer onto the internet and I got an ADSL.  But it first has to be installed with the software.  As soon as that is done I am back in the main stream.  I do not have a clue what is going on with my “blog”.  If it still exist or what is going on there – has someone read and gave some comment?  Who knows? 

But this First Letter of Lore147 is very long – I know, so let me say good night…

LOVE

Renee

14/09/07 22:49 (cell’s time) 10:48pm (computer’s time) – it seems the end want to do the same as the Beginning for just give justice to this “upgraded” NO-thing linked computer.  As the First Time is linked to 44 and the Second Time to 22 – and my work just shows the inverse.

This is the Second Letter of Lore147.

16/09/2007 04:46am (cell’s time) 4:45am (computer’s time) and both the cell’s time when I checked it first was 4:44 as well as the computer’s time were 4:44 when I first checked it.

Dear Lore

I was sleeping on the couch and at some stage became aware, even though I was asleep, of a presence.  Or shall I rather say:  a Presence.  Eventually my body started shaking from the cold and nothing could make the cold better and I realized the cold was inside myself and I was not physically cold outside.  The song of Robbie Williams kept going through my head:

“And then I go and say something stupid like I love you”

But as you know, and as I have shown, there is no such thing as love, we can care, but there is no such thing as love.  And that was how my attention was eventually gotten.  And I got the message that the Sungod Ra, is suffering – that the Blue Print must get out now as Ra is suffering because of the heat the sun is reaching.  At first I thought, maybe I am dreaming, but it seems this is for real – as I was shown that even man is suffering because Ra is suffering.  It seems the planet goes through shifts because Ra cannot handle the intensity of the fire Ra is burning anymore.  And as I told you in a previous letter, it is all because the world believes in Newton’s and Einstein’s theories.  Especially Einstein’s theory of Energy – that is it seems effecting Ra the most.

Yesterday I had such a bad day.  And I did not think it was planetary.  But as I was busy to sms a friend that is a intuitive healer, they had it (downstairs with my parents), on the news, that 4 lions escaped on Wednesday (the day the dozens of earthquakes started in Indonesia) and that the 1 lion was killed yesterday (15/09/2007).  And after that I was still feeling terrible and thought I must maybe watch TV and I put the small TV on here with me at the top floor and at that moment Smallville/Superman started.  And I thought to myself, I am no superman, look, I am so upset and in such a state!  And then I thought I did something wrong against the Creator and I came to write to say I am sorry, and the time on the computer as I put it on, was 7:39pm (and the sms I send Jason started on 7:39am).

This totally surprised me and just then I received an sms from that friend of mine and she said she wonder if the things are not planetary as she has been feeling not so well these past few days.

But eventually I fell asleep on the couch – until the little dog downstairs started making a huge noise and woke us all, my dog included.  And that was when I realized but the Presence was with me while I was asleep, but is still with me.  And I was starting to get terribly cold.  I was shivering and was told to take some tablets to just calm me down.  That they came to tell me that I must hurry up with the “blog” at this stage – get the stuff that is not on the “blog”, on the “blog”.  And I had to start now, but first explain why now in this Second Letter of Lore147.

Anyway, let me do what I am asked to do…

LOVE

Renee

16/09/2007 05:06am (cell’s time) 5:05am (computer’s time) but the day gives a 7/9/7 or 14 eventually and 1 + 4 = 5.  And the hour now is 5, but the minutes from both times gives an 11, or a 65, the amount of dimensions you say there is.  And 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.   

This is the First Letter of Lore146.

02/09/2007 01:11am (cell’s time) 1:32am (computer’s time) where the minutes of the Second Time gives 3 + 2 = 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  But if you add the hour of the Second Time to the answer of addition of the minutes, you get

5 + 1 = 51.  And 51 is representing the combination in numbers of Divine Order.  But if we look at the First Time, not only does it give 111 (“Reveal/Revelation”), but

11 + 1 = 12.   But 12 is the number of fulfilment:

So it means with the “Revealing” of what I call the illusions of the opposites, and then as part of Divine Order doing the “reveal/revelation” part – it is in the process of fulfilment.

Dear Lore

I have another Entry, namely Entry78 from my Journal that I want to document in my letters to you.  Here follow Entry78 – it consist out of just 1 “Part”, as from Entry78 we get that 7 + 8 = 15 (and in the heading of this First Letter of Lore146, we encounter the 51 and 15 and 51 is each other’s inverses, but also the combinations for Divine Order).  But as I said, there is only a Part1 and 51 + 1 = 52 – one of the Sacred Number of the Mayans.  But from the 15 we get that 1 + 5 = 6 – the half of 12, where the number 12 is the number of fulfilment.  And 6 the upside down version of 9, the number that I take as the number where everything comes together.  But in this case, even half of 12, namely 6, is linked to 9, the number where everything come together and thus fulfil the unification of the Creator and the Creator’s Creation.  But here follow the Entry78, Part1 of Entry78 of my Journal:

This is Entry78 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry78 of my Journal.

01/09/2007 11:16pm but the Entry was created at time: 11:14pm

From the hour and the minutes of this First Letter of Entry78 of my Journal, we have that the hour added to the minute, gives 27 – as the Last Part of the date also gives 27(2007).  This gives Double 27, and I have shown already in previous Letters to Lorraine that 27 resembles a 9 9 9 or 111 or “Revealing/Revelation” of something.  But the day and month gives the 1, for Beginning and 9, the number for me that shows that everything comes together.

I just have 0(ne) note from the Copper Notebook that will be part of this Entry78, where we have that 7 + 8 = 15, the number combination of Divine Order.  But here is the Note:

01/09/2007 16:51

When you look at hope, hope brings about faith as if you hope for something (as a child I thought this), for hope to come true (that in essence means for what ever you hope for to manifest), you have to believe (have faith), it will come true – that in short means:

You have to have faith for hope to come true.

And we know by way of the Renee Letters that makes up Lore145 so far, that our only hope is misery, but if we stop hoping, misery will also stop.  But lets look at the words Hope and Faith:

If you look at the word “Hope”:

H = 8th letter

O = 0/naught

P = 16th letter or 7

E = 5th letter

The last 2 letters gives 7 + 5 = 12 + 8 = 20.  But 20 or 2 consist out of 1 + 1 or 11.  And in the 9/11 (where 11 is the opposite of 9), the 9 is the one where everything comes together and the 11 is representing the “past” before the time that 9 starts.

And if we look at the word “Faith”:

F = 6th letter

A = 1st letter

I = 9th letter – but anything + 9 = that anything in its essence again.

T = 20th letter or 2

H = 8th letter

If you add:  6 + 1 = 7 + 2 = 9 + 8 = 17.  But 1 + 7 = 8, which is also part of the time before 9 happens, before the time everything comes together.  But this 8 is part of the process to lead everything to get to 9 – where everything comes together, as 8 is the symbol of “The Weaving of Fate”.  That just simply mean that “The Weaving of Fate”, brings about eventually the 9 – where everything comes together.

So neither “Love, Hope or Faith”, is part of the “True” – rather it is part of the illusion to prevent 9, or to prevent in a way (in an illusion way) for Everything to come together again, for the ALL to Unite with the Creator again.

And in the 9 process, the process of everything coming together, we must just take it moment by moment – where every moment makes up Destiny and Trust that our Creator will bring us moment by moment, by way of Destiny, closer to the Unification of ALL to Unite with the Creator.

                                                                                                     01/09/2007 17:00

Ns.  “Sin” in the Afrikaans language means something that “makes sense”. 

So, beyond our “sins”, lies something that makes sense.

And this is the End of the Note that makes up Entry78, where 7 + 8 = 15 – and we see that the Note that makes this Entry78, starts at the minutes 51, which gives a 15 51 combinations.  And both are linked to Divine Order that goes hand in hand with Destiny.

                                                                                                                 01/09/2007 11:46pm

(where the 11 + 46 = 56 and 1 + 9 = 10 or 1, and 56 + 1 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.  But this fulfilment has got something to do with the 111 (from the year 2007 or 27) where 111 is related to “Reveal/Revelation”.

                                                                                                                 01/09/2007 11:48pm

This is the End of Entry78 of my Journal – it consist of only 0(ne) Part as this Lore146, consist of a 14 and 6 (from 146).  And if you look at the time the Entry78 was started on the laptop, it is 11:14, but the minutes were 14.  But the Second Time consist with the addition of both the hour and the minute, to 3 + 2 + 1 = 6.  So the minutes of the creation of the Entry (which is documented to Lore146), is 14 and linked to the Second Time of Lore146 by way of the last number, namely 6 – which is also the upside down version of 9, the number where everything comes together.  So all this, links Lore146 with Entry78 and only if Entry78 has only a “Part1”, can it work out, the link to each other.

But I have another note that I want to document – and it is not in an Entry of my Journal.  It is straight from the Copper Notebook.

02/09/2007 00:29am

The only “Truth/True” which I make out now from Corinthians, is about the mirror image – although it gets misunderstood totally by a lot of Christians.  It is not seen by them that it may only be about “opposites – the metaphor”, but it is literally connected to a mirror that will bring answers.

And a mirror, although it seems to be reflecting the “truth”, only reflects an illusion (as what you see in the mirror is merely a reflection/illusion of some kind from the “True” reality that we function in as human beings.

So if the mirror image is not seen as referring to the opposites, the “mirror of Corinthians” will not give answers, as it is merely an illusion.  It is misleading and just partly some form of illusion that tells us that the illusion leads to the “Truth”.

                                                                                                         02/09/2007 00:35am

And this is the First Letter of Lore146 and 14 + 6 = 20 or 2, and seeing it is the First (1^st) Letter of Lore146, it gives a 2 and 1 or 21 or 12.

LOVE

Renee

02/09/2007 01:54am (cell’s time) 2:16am (computer’s time) and if you add the minutes of the First and Second time, it gives 54 + 16 = 70 or 7 – where 7 is for me linked to NO-thing.  But the hours of both the First and Second Times, give a 1 and 2, or a 12 – the number of fulfillment.  And if you look at the date, the day and month added gives 2 + 9 = 11, and the year gives:  2 + 7 = 9, which gives from the whole of the date an 11/9.  

This is the Second Letter of Lore146.

03/09/2007 13:18 (cell’s time) 1:40pm (computer’s time) where from the Second time we have 40 + 1 = 41.  From the First Time we have 13 hours which is also 1pm, and this gives a 1 (Beginning) and 18 (or 9, the number of ALL coming together).  But from the date we have from the day and month a 3 + 9 = 12 – and 12 the number of fulfilment.  So 41 is connected to the Beginning and ALL coming together again, and that will be fulfilment for 41.

Dear Lore

Seeing this is the 2^nd letter of Lore146, and with the emphasis on the last number, namely 6, we get a 6 and 2 or 62 and the inverse is 26.  But the English Alphabet only has 26 letters and I did a card reading with my “Messages from the Angels” and got the card “Athena” and her description is on page 26 of the booklet.  And it comes down to that it is ok to be powerful for me.  But I actually just want to document a note from the Copper Notebook that I wrote last night.

Note:

02/09/2007 16:38

I just realized something now.  The day I visited the woman that do readings with the Tarot Cards, she gave me the pack of cards to shuffle.  And every time not one, but many, fell out of the packet of cards.  And her explanation was that I am confused.

And as I was thinking this, it came into my minds eye that the night I sms this woman for the first time, I did my own reading with my own “Messages from the Angels” cards.  And I got the card “Omega”. But the picture on this card “Omega”, is a Unicorn.  (And Hannelie said that the Unicorn, the Dolphins, the Whales and the White Lions, are from Sirius).

At the end of the session with this woman that did the Tarot card reading for me, gave me her card with her name and telephone numbers on it, and with this was the picture of a Unicorn.

And I realized that this coincidence with the “Omega” card in my “Messages from the Angels”, and her Unicorn, just shows me that only the last message that her cards (which must have also been confused as I was confused and probably confused them as well) gave, was not from confusion, but “True” – the only one of ALL the messages she gave that was true.  As my card with the Unicorn is the card “Omega” – the last letter in the Greek Alphabet.

And the last message I was given was about a book that will come out (will be released and published), and I will teach what it says.  The other messages she gave that came from the cards, were all confused – and it was shown to me by way of the cards falling out of the packet not one by one, but many by many.  So the only message I can trust from that whole episode, is the Last message, the 0(ne) that is linked to “Omega”.

                                                                                                              02/09/2007 16:49

Next Note:

02/09/2007 20:22

A few nights ago I got a picture in my minds eye of a big cloud mass hanging over something.  I could not make out what this picture portrayed.  So I left it there.

But just now, as I was lying on my bed, I was a presence inside a cloud mass (I think it’s the same cloud mass I saw the other night – just, this time I am inside and not outside it), and a part of the cloud mass opened.  But the night I saw them from outside, they were a pure White.  But tonight, a while ago, on the inside, they looked like a thunderstorm brewing.  And as the clouds opened up on the inside – where I was, there were two high mountains, only separated because of a cliff.  And some kind of Face – I don’t know how to describe it, appeared and what came out that was meant to be words, was the word:  “Dankie”, which translated to English, means:  “Thank you”.

And immediately after this I checked the time on my cell phone, and the time was 20:21.

                                                                                                              02/09/2007 20:29

(and the day and month today, gives the same as the End minutes, namely 29).

This is the END of the NOTES.

But what is a bit upsetting at this point, is that I dreamt about leopards the whole night.  And I think that is why, when Linda asked MARIA to give her an indication if the Heartland they bought was the right place, that MARIA appeared in the form of a Leopard – where a leopard caught a little antelope right in front of Linda on the Heartland and which she took as MARIA’s approval that it was the right place for Marah to be.

But there is one sentence in the book of Ted Andrews, where he speaks about leopards and their symbolism, that says that if the leopard has come into your life, you will loose someone dear.

That is why my dream last night is so upsetting to me – as I do not want to loose someone dear.

Anyway

LOVE

Renee

03/09/2007 13:52 (cell’s time) 2:14pm (computer’s time) where from the First Time we have that 13 hours is also 1pm and 1 + 52 = 53, my domino I picked up when in the process of leaving Cape Town.  But the First Time also gives the 1pm and that the 5 + 2 = 7, which if added to 1, gives 1 + 7 = 17.  From the Second Time, we have that 14 hours, is also 2pm, but in this case, in the inverse form, where the minutes is now 14, we have that a 14 can also be a 2.  So the Second Time gives a 2:2 or 22.  This gives from the First Time and Second Time, the 17:22, or the catch22 situation (and if you are a member of a bank or shop, they tell you to tell them if you change your address, but when you go there to change it, they want proof that you are really staying at the new address you want to give them – and the proof they want is like a statement from a shop or bank.  So my question is now:  how do you then change your address, as you and the shop or bank, has landed in a catch22 situation).

This is the First Letter of Lore145.

30/08/2007 22:08 (cell’s time) 10:30pm (computer’s time) and if you add the minutes of the First time and Second time, we get 38.  But if we add the hour of the first and Second times, we get 22 + 10 = 32.  And 32 + 38 = 70 or 7, and 7 is the number I link with NO-thing (it consist out of 7 letters).

Dear Lore

This First Letter of Lore145 is long, as it consist of my notes for myself about what I call “The Blue Print”.  That which I kept myself busy with for 4 years in Cape Town and that I thought was ended here in Tswane with Letter Lore144 to you.  But it seems I am not finished yet – as you will see in the 5 Letters that is called Renee1 to Renee5.  And as you know by now, 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions.  But here they are copied as follow:

Renee1.

This is the First Letter of Renee1.

16/08/2007 11:35am (cell’s time) 11:56am (computer’s time) where in the First Time we have in the minutes the 35, the inverse of the domino I picked up that was a 5 and 3 or 53 – which link to the newspaper headings on the day I met Cindy, namely:  Bosses gets 53 times more than those beneath them.  But the minutes of the Second Time is also the inverse of something, namely 65, the amount of dimensions there are and which Lorraine said I can move in all of them.

This is my notes1 on the “Blue Print”.

I have always wondered why must the opposites be “cleared” before we can Unite with our Creator.  I now understand.  If it were not for History/Destiny that allowed a certain amount of manifestation from mankind, we would not have had a Newton or an Einstein that caused the sun to burn so fierce as it is burning now.

But certain holistic people and motivational speakers also discovered the power of manifestation, but as was said in the “Blue Print”, it was always with the “Signature of the Master/Creator”.  And so “Manifestation” also reached its peak – as with the clearance of opposites (no opposites anymore – or the illusion of opposites revealed), there is no way to “manifest” anymore without “Destiny” GIVING what you need.  But people had to believe that they can manifest, otherwise we would not have had the mathematics or physics we are having at the moment.  But that is also a reason why the opposites needed to be cleared from their illusion.  As it is now necessary that Newton and Einstein be exposed (although it was not only them – in every “great thought, there were always two people that came up with the same idea, it is, only one got the exposure for being the “great” one), as our sun will keep on burning more and more fiercely without stop, if Einstein’s theories are not exposed as being an illusion – or part of an illusion, the opposites.  And at this stage the Sun is giving the planet what it needs to get the consciousness of WANTING NOT TO EXIST ANYMORE. As the Sun is causing so much disaster and misery on the planet, that what else can you expect.

So it doesn’t matter what our DNA is like – which I worried so fiercely about. As I thought how will mankind (with the DNA blue prints we have) reach a consciousness that is worthy of the Creator.  But my thought processes were totally in the wrong direction regarding that!  And the “Blue Print” explains it perfectly.    

But the Sun also need to Unite with the Creator – and the only way is also to burn out.  But it cannot burn out while still under the “spell” of the theories of Einstein.  That is why Newton and Einstein needs to be exposed – they have served their purpose.  But the Sun also want to Unite with the Creator, as ALL needs to Unite with the Creator.

It was just very interesting to me that my mom had the dream about the roof tumbling in with water (which are linked to emotions – tears) and that it was trying to be fixed but everywhere there were circles, funny circles all over the place as it was fixed.  She had this dream when I had my dream about the mutilated body at the Moto”R”cross(ing).  So from everywhere that night in this house, it was shown to us that the Unification with our Creator is taking place.

That is why I said somewhere that there is a “Secret” bigger than the book on all the shelves of Exclusive Books, that is called “The Secret”.  As in this book in Exclusive Books, you can teach yourself how to “Manifest”.  But the opposites have been cleared, so how will anybody be able to “Manifest”?  The opposites are all an illusion, and what would you want to “manifest” if there is no more opposites.  As the illusion of opposites made people wanted to “manifest” in the first place.

But all I am glad now – is that the Biggest Illusion of All was Revealed to me – that misery is our Hope.

And I keep track of the newspaper headings next to the roads, as I see in them how the “Bigger Plan” is falling into place.  And it feels so good to understand it all.  Even the Beginning and the End of the Christian Bible, is now no problem anymore to understand.

But this is enough for today, the biggest “question” about the “Blue Print” has been explained in these thoughts.  I wonder if other people will have the opportunity to understand as well?

16/08/07 12:02pm (cell’s time) 12:23pm (computer’s time) and if the last numbers of both the minutes are taken, you get a 2 and 3, the inverse of 32 – the time I phoned to make an appointment with Elsie (and the hour was 12 as well), although just the minutes of the second time are also a 23 – the inverse of 32.  So we have the inverse of 32 twice (2 times).

But these notes I made are also important:

14/08/2007 21:56 (or 21 is also 9, and 56 is also 11, which gives 9/11)

As I was finished showering this morning and came into my mother’s room, the time on her cell phone was exactly 9:11am.

I dreamt last night of a moto”R”cross(ing) again.  This time there were (what seemed like), 2 dead Zebra’s.  But me and my mother are both Sagittarians and the African symbol for the Sagittarian is a Zebra.  And it was a body of a small Zebra and a big Zebra.  But some guy (and I was so angry with who did that to the Zebra’s and the guy who came to fetch them), with a WP Rugby shirt, came and fetched the Zebra’s.  But I think the reason why I was so angry with the guy with the WP rugby shirt is because when we move to Cape Town, the song in my head was:

Nou is die Kaap weer Hollands – or translated:

Now the Cape is Dutch/Afrikaans again.

And that is where the WP rugby (where I associate rugby with the men who believe they are boss in their DNA), and the WP I have just explained. And these Afrikaans/rugby men with this type of DNA that I hate so much, they were the ones who were responsible for the two Zebras lying there and taking them away.  As it is

those closest to you that make you “fall” like that.  So the guy with the WP rugby shirt, must have been the reason for the “fall” of the 2 Zebras.

But yesterday was so odd – I hate these guys that hunt – and a newspaper heading next to the road said that a “hunter” was found dead (probably the “hunter” was “hunted”).  And I found this extremely ironic.

Then, yesterday – when I finished Letter Lore144, I discovered a book about food (and I could not understand lately why I only want to eat?) from Woolworths that says it has 144 Inspirational pages.  That is how I now know the Letters were finished – or the task with the writing of the “Blue Print”, were finished.

But I could not get a chance to go and buy this Woolworths book on 13/08/07 – the day the “Blue Print” was finished – and only managed today, the 14^th, to go and buy it. It cost 26 rand and 2 + 6 = 8 – which relates symbolically to the “Weaving of Fate”.  And on page 62 (the inverse of 26), there is a photo of a goat with an 8 around its neck.

But seeing things finished on the 13^th and I got the proof on the 14^th, (this food book), it gives some form of Zep Tepi Meridian, namely that Zep Tepi is 31 14 – and the dates I talk of here are 13 14.

But what was very interesting was that I phoned you to make an appointment to see you at 12:32 today.  And afterwards I bought the newspaper which gives on the front page today’s date, namely the 14^th, and then this guy who killed the DOG with a saw – but strangely, his bakkie rolled (without the reason known) on the road I travelled from Springs to Pretoria to see you 4 years ago.  And a newspaper heading reported also yesterday about a cat that came home after 4 years.

But the date I got to see you is 20/08, or if you add them, 28 – our house number and of course (1441 – DOGOD).  And I phoned you today, the 14^th, to make the appointment and all the previous synchronicities with that guy who killed the DOG and the cat who came home – ALL today?

But your telephone number is 012 993 4450,

Where 012 – is 12 – the number symbolically of fulfilment

             99 – is 18 or “R” factor – very important in the end of the “Blue Print”.

               3 – is 111 which for me symbolically relates to something being “R”evealed.

             44 – Gamatria in Hebrew for the name of God meaning: “I will be revealed at ever greater levels”.

               5 – Sacred Number of the White Lions.

So I guess what ever I must do, will be shown to me and fall into place – as the “Blue Print” did.

                                                                                                              14/08/2007 22:17

and 22 17 is the combination linked to the catch22 situation – the hunter hunted, oh, and I nearly forgot about the newspaper heading that said the “Gospel singer lives in fear” – it is all catch22 situations in the days we are living in and if you read the “Blue Print”, you will understand.  But these things happen and I recognise them for what they are, where your normal person will not even take notice of the newspaper heading, let alone understand the Bigger Picture behind it!

                                                                                                              14/08/2007 22:19

and 22 + 19 = 41 – inverse of 14.

Ns.  And the time I phoned to make the appointment was 12:32.  But the first of your telephone number is (0) 12, and the last number is 5 (0).   But 3 + 2 = 5.  So from your telephone number, the first and the last parts corresponds with the time I phoned you, namely 12:32 – or the 12 and 5.

This is the Second Letter of Renee1.  

16/08/2007 19:55 (cell’s time) 8:16pm (computer’s time) where the First Time is the year that Lorraine was born in, and the minutes of the Second Time is 16, the same as the day, namely 16.  And 16 my link to Linda, but the inverse, namely 61, my link to Lorraine.

This is my Notes2 on the “Blue Print” and what is going on after finishing the written part.

I want to hold courses (or so I thought as I am not sure what to do now, since the writing part of the “Blue Print” is finished), but my brother visited tonight and said I must get copy rights on The Writings itself.   But besides that, there is some notes made in the Copper Notebook that I want to document – as it seems I am lead in step by step, but very slow way, to be shown what to do with the “Blue Print” that is still only in writing – and I am the only one that is in possession of the most important part – the part I got UP HERE.

Note:

15/08/2007 21:25

At 21:22 I came half out of my sleep/meditation and all I remembered was some maroon wrapping paper with “things” on it.  But the maroon was more pink than red.  It is some gift wrap.

I only realized tonight that the “top book”, next to where my beds pillows on the little bedpost is, is a bird book.  And “Birds” are the symbol of the Higher Realms.  This has been lying there nearly since we’ve moved up here – to the top floor as well.

                                                                                                              15/08/2007 21:28

And the 28 – seems to be linked to our home no.

That explains why I was able to finish the “Blue Print”.  But in the manner it happened, as I thought I was ill because my body was feeling VERY tired and my heartbeat was very quick. It is still very quick and keep me from doing things that make my body do any kind of exercise.

Next Note

16/08/2007 17:20

As my mother send me now to go and fetch the washing, I had to go and buy milk as well.  And in front of me was a lady that was very irritating because she paid every item separately.  And as I was standing, waiting very irritated, I looked to my left and my eye caught sight of something (it is some kind of poster), which said the following:

“Spread the word as soon as possible”

And as I came out (the time on the slip for the milk was 16:54), my eye caught sight of a lot of sign posts next to the road and all I saw on ALL those posts, was the following name:

Linda

And I came home and went back to buy air time to sms the sms of last night (that did not go through), to Linda.  The time and the sms is as follows:

Linda Mara

Queen + King both

will leave. Weve

reached 9-point

where everything

comes 2gether. I

understand

perfect now + c

proof daily. Blue

Print from 0

finished. Renee

16/08/2007

17:27:13

But if you look at this time the cell phone registered that the sms was send, it gives a 17 and 1 + 7 = 8.  The end is 13, and we have now the 8, and we have a 27 – where if you just add (00), you get 13/8/2007 – the day the “Blue Print” was finished.

My recharge number was:

8373 4704 8331

 And the time I purchased this voucher was:

17:13:16

where from the first two, we get the 13/8 (inversely) again, and then we get today’s day, the day I received the clues that I must “spread the word” and that “Linda” has to be informed as soon as possible, as it seemed important.

                                                                                                              16/08/2007 17:29

And in all of this happening, my friend Celeste also send a “call me” and I phoned her back.  She thought I was going to publish now.  But maybe my brother is right that I must get the rights on the “Blue Print” first.  As when you start sending out the message that the “Blue Print” holds, many may use it for their own purposes and write books and claim the rights for it.

But at least Linda knows now – so I did as I was shown to do.

16/08/2007 20:28 (cell’s time) 8:49pm (computer’s time) and 28 (our home no) added to the minutes of the Second Time, namely 49, gives 28 + 49 = 77.  And 7 + 7 = 14.  And 14 is linked to DOG.  But 2 + 8 = 10 (minutes from First Time) and the minutes and hour of the First Time added, gives 20 + 10 = 30.  And it is 30 years that the King (Elvis Presley) is dead today.  But the King is linked to a DOG as well (in the Orion, Canis Major and Canis Minor triangle – and the Egyptian Kings went to Orion), so if we add 14 + 30 = 44.

This is the Third Letter of Renee1.

19/08/2007 22:50 (cell’s time) 11:11pm (computer’s time) and the hour and minute of the Second Time gives 11 + 11 = 22.  And if you add this to the hour of the First Time you get 22 + 22 = 44.  And we are left with a 50 or 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

Reason for Third Letter:

On the night of the 15^th and 16^th of August (the 8^th month) of 2007, South America suffered a tremendous earthquake.  It registered 7.9.  And 7 + 9 = 16 – and 16 my link to Linda.  But the Three Big Cats on my wall is the Lion, the Jaguar and the Tiger.

Normally the Jaguar Energy would have been connected to the unknown.  But I think – as this was also the week I finished the “Blue Print” in, that the Jaguar Energy is not so unknown anymore.  Because I was working day by day with not knowing – and that only refers to the Jaguar Energy.  But now I know and the place where the Jaguar is home in, namely South America, suffered an earthquake that is linked to Linda (by way of the 7.9 registered and 7 + 9 = 16), who will receive the “Blue Print” first.

But I still get the Sphinx time and again in picture in my meditations.  What that means I still do not know.  But the Jaguar Energy is not the Unknown Energy it always was for me.  As I understand a LOT now.

19/08/2007 23:02 (cell’s time) 11:23pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the first time we have a 2, which consist of a 1 + 1 or 11.  This gives of the First Time a 23:11 and from the Second time an 11:23 – just each other’s inverses

Renee2.

This is the First Letter of Renee2.

21/08/2007 14:27 (cell’s time) 2:49pm (computer’s time) where the hour and minutes of the First Time added, gives 14 + 27 = 41, the inverse of 14 and together with 14, gives 14 41 or DOGOD.  But the Second time gives the minutes 49 and 4 + 9 = 13.  But the hour is not only 2pm, it’s also 14 hours which makes of it 14:13 (some form of Zep Tepi).

Notes, Note1:

20/08/2007 19:18

I dreamt last night I was working with a guy that was measuring me in some way.  And there were others measured also.  And then there were a woman that got up and kept falling.  She could not get on her Feet. (and feet linked to soul).  And I was the only one that was able to go to her and help her and rescue her in some or other way – get her on her feet again.  But I was actually carrying her towards where the others were standing.  She was really battling to get onto her feet (which is linked to soul) and I fearlessly walked towards her where she was and picked her up and carried her to where the others were.  It seems that was not part of the test/measurement.

But I spoke to Len and he says that he and John was together today and that John said that Saturday that just past – the Saturday we had the incident with the computer and my brother, was a very important day.  Why I do not know yet.

But I went to Elsie today and received the invoice at 15:11 (or if added, 26). And she has a huge painting in her office of Cape Town, from Bloubergstrand area.  And this calendar in their waiting room has got a lion, a zebra and a rhino.  And the rhino is linked to the horn of Africa, the zebra is the African symbol for the Sagittarian (me and my mom) and the lions are together with the DOGS, my life.

And Elsie also has on her own calendar in her office, a Lioness.

                                                                                                              20/08/2007 19:26

Ns.  And the new computer writer is also an LG – my other one is also but is white, this one is only CD writer and is black.

End of Note.

Then I got the whole night last night the picture of a Dragon.  And this Dragon showed me a golden egg and on it was written 144.  And I send Len this sms telling him about the dragon and this is what I received from him as he first asked me if I am ready for great change?  And this was his response on the Dragon Meditation.

Len

DRAGONS ARE

THE KEEPERS OF

KNOWLEDGE.

EGGS ARE NEW

IDEAS. SEE THE

LINK?

20/08/2007

21:34:08

where the 2 + 1 = 3 and the 3 + 4 = 7 and this gives 37 or CY.  The 8 is the Weaving of Fate.

Next Note2:

21/08/2007 14:11

I discovered this morning, from a Roman symbol that fell off one our clocks, that the 9 in roman symbols and the 11, are just each other’s upside down.  (I have filed this 9/11).

                                                                                                              21/08/2007 14:13

(some inverse form of Zep Tepi).

Ns.  And I = 9^th letter and X = 24^th letter (and 24 = 1 22 1 or 22 + 1 + 1) and

24 + 9 = 33, or 6, the upside down of 9.  But I is also 1 and 24 + 1 (doesn’t matter to which side of the X) = 25 (and 52 was one of the sacred numbers of the Mayans).  But if you take it as the 1 and 10 and 1 (which comes from the I and X and I, which makes 9/11), it gives 1101 where we know by now that 111 is linked to the word “Reveal/Revelation”, but 0 is where it all begins and 10 + 1 + 1 = 12 (fulfilment),

and if you take the 1 + 1 = 2 from the “X” or 10, you get 8 (Weaving of Fate), which gives that from 0 something is revealed about fulfilment by way of the Weaving of Fate.  And the amount Incredible Connection charged for fixing the computer after Saturday – the one John says was so important – was 520 rand.  That is why my attention was focussed so much on 25 lately?  And the 25^th letter is (Y) or wh(Y).  But 2 + 5 = 7 also and 7 I associate with the NO-thing.  But 33 is the number of the house right next to our house (we are on the Right side), and we are number 28.  And the difference between 28 and 33 is 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

And the Ns consist of 14 lines exactly.  And 1 + 4 = 5 – Sacred Number of the White Lions.  But I also associate Lions (no matter which) with bravery of some sort (where you must be brave to loose a loved one –for example).  But 14 are also for me linked to DOG.  And the irony of the “Blue Print” (for me), is that I experience my misery by Loving my DOG(S) more than I love anything else in this world – that includes myself.

This is the End of Note2 of First Letter of Renee2 and the End of the whole of First Letter of Renee2.

21/08/2007 14:54 (cell’s time) 3:15pm (computer’s time) and 3:15 is about the time I went into Elsie’s office yesterday.  And my note today started 14:11 (today) and the invoice was 15:11 (yesterday).  That gives a 2 and 3 and 11 and 11.  And 23 hours is also 11pm, which gives 11 11 11 or 33. 

This is the Second Letter of Renee2.

21/08/2007 20:56 (cell’s time) 9:17pm (computer’s time) where the minutes (second part) of the First Time is 5 + 6 = 11, and the hour (first part) is 9.  So the Second and the First is 9/11.

In the second Note today earlier, in the First Letter of Renee2, I discovered that the Roman number IX or 9, is the inverse (opposite) of 11, namely XI.  But now the 9/11 event is then for the date an opposite example.  But the two towers, were Twin Towers and that links for me back to bringing out the illusions in the opposites to make them worthless.  So what is left after the opposites sting has been taken out, is the TWIN Towers.  Both of the same.  But the I = 9^th letter but is also Roman symbol for 1, and X the 24^th letter of the Alphabet and then for the 9 and 11, we get 24 + 1 + 24 + 1 = 50 or 5, the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

And this is ALL I want to say about the 9/11 thing for now and therefore also for the Second Letter of Renee2.  It is just odd that this revelation is in the Second (2) Letter of Renee(2).

21/08/2007 21:03 (cell’s time) 9:24pm turning 25pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have the link to the First Letter of Renee2, the 2 + 1 = 3, and 3 (minutes), which gives 3 + 3 = 33.  And 3 gives 1 + 1 + 1 or 111/Reveal/Revelation, and 24 + (9 is I or 1^st number in Roman symbols) 1 = 25 – the amount it turned into (the computer’s time).  But 21 hours is also 9pm and 9 +3 (First Time) = 12 and this gives from the First Time a 21 and 12 or 1 22 1 or 24.  And 24 + 24 = 48 –Linda’s

31 08 meridian.

This is the Third Letter of Renee2.

 23/08/2007 04:25am (cell’s time) 4:47am (computer’s time) where the 25 of the minutes of the First Time fit in with the 25 I got in Letter One of Renee2.  But from the second time we have a 4 4 7 or 44 and 7 and 7 is linked to the NO-thingness.

Note1:

21/08/2007 22:06

I wanted to look up where the astrology section in the new Huisgenoot was this afternoon and my eye only caught one thing trying to look up the page number:

“Slim Brein” or translated:  “Clever Mind”

And I thought they were going to give riddles and stuff to exercise the preciseness and logic in your mind, but when I saw the page it was on, I nearly fell to the back.  As the page this was on is page 52.  But I went there and could only find certain foods one must eat to have a clever mind.

And I also found the Huisgenoot of 2 August 2007 or 2007/08/02 – to get the astrology reading that I quoted in my letters to Lorraine.  And I saw, not only is new things (good – if there is good and bad) awaiting, but it is also the month of the Lion constellation we are moving in.  And I could not believe what I saw.  As then I realized I may take that reading seriously.

                                                                                                              21/08/2007 22:09

(where the beginning minutes gives a 6 and the end one a 9 – each other’s upside down, nearly like the 9/11 thing earlier on today).

And this morning, as I wanted to get my last stuff from my room for my mother and I to leave, I dropped a coin in my dog’s water bowl.  And I saw it was one of these new 5 rand coins.  And I picked it out, but does not really know what to think of it.  Is my DOG lineaged to the White Lions?  But I took the coin out and put it  in my purse.  And it seems that’s why I cannot sleep tonight, as I am getting a hiding for not keeping that 5 rand coin special in a special place.  But what is that what Destiny wanted and why I did not think of putting it in a special place – where all my other special things   come, in my grandpa’s little wooden box.

That brings me to going to the Pick and Pay today and on my way back my eye just kept catching the word “Real Net”.  And Wood.  But wood is real – more real than a car/vehicle as some guy’s book my friend Len read, says that if there is a polar shift, it might even happen that all our things we built, could disintegrate.  Only things like wood and plants and natural things will survive – how true that is I do not know, but anyone that do not think wood is real?   ALL  these synchronicities just seems to good to be true to come to me – maybe I am that silly person, maybe Elsie is manifesting and seeing me as an idiot? 

But Next Note2:

23/08/2007 01:36am and 1 + 36 = 37 (CY).

As we walked past the Exclusive Book shop at Woodhill centre, (that is in a area called Olympus), and at this store I saw the book “The Secret” was sol(i)d out.   There was only nothing on its shelve.

But if you look at the left side of sol(I)d Out, you get the “S” and “O” and S = 19^th letter and1 + 9 = 10 or 0(ne).  And 0 is the looking like the symbol 0/naught.

But then you get (as was given to me – the input of the I) an I which is the Roman symbol for 1 and then, just after you get 0(ne), you get the L  12^th letter (and remember that 12 is the symbol for fulfilment). And the last letter of “Solid Out” – which actually comes form “sold out”, gives us from the 12, a 1 +2 = 3 + 1 (the Roman 1), which equal 3 and 3 + 1 = 4.  And the last letter of “Solid Out” is the         d = 4^th letter of English Alphabet.

So “solid out” (gone) gives a 4 + 4 = 44.

It is now not just “sold out” (this book, namely “The Secret”), but is solid out, gone!

And I bought me Puma Shoes and the slips registered on the bank slip. 12:00.  But the eventual slip showed 12:02:22.  This gives 1 2 2 2 2 or 122 and 22.  And 122 considers the 19 in front  of the year 1922 as 1 + 9 = 10 or 1, which gives 122. But it is also spoken in some instances as just 22 (meaning 1922).  This is the year when the King Tuntankamen’s  tomb was discovered.

                                                                                              23/02/2007 01:47am or 48.

(and 4 + 8 = 12 – fulfilment, but it also gives Linda’s 31 08 meridian.

This is the end of the notes.

23/08/2007 05:18am (cell’s time) 5:39am (computer’s time) and if you add all the hours and minutes of both First and Second time, you get 5 + 18 + 5 + 39 = 67 (my year of birth)  But if you add the time and the date, you get 23 + 8 + 27 + 67 = 125.

From the 125, we get a 0(ne) and a 25.  This must be a very important discovery this morning about the IX or XI or 9/11, which comes down too, by hook or by crook, to 25.  (where the inverse is 52, the sacred number of the Mayans).

This is the Fourth Letter of Renee2

23/08/2007 05:39am (First Time) 6:01am (computer’s time) where from the Second Time we get from the hour and  minutes a 61 – my link direct to Lorraine, but inversely to Linda.  And from the First Time we get 5 + 39 = 44.

My father said on night of 22/08/2007, that it was in the newspaper that because of the White Lions’ skin, they are handicapped to catch food for themselves.  And I answered but that is exactly what Jason is trying to proof now, that their skin type/colour has got nothing to do if they catch food.  But I was actually upset with myself about that as I do not want to get involved into single battles about one “small” thing of the many there are on the planet.

But what is also interesting is that I have been talking about a polar shift in the previous letter, namely the Third Letter of Renee2.  But isn’t it odd that the POLAR DOG’s are so in the news now.  In yesterday’s newspaper there was this guy who shot two of these dogs dead and 2 were just wounded – and apparently they are loving dogs.  The other dog story was in the Citizen today about a dog that rescued another dog.  And of course we had that guy who cut the Polar DOG’s head off, who rolled his bakkie without anybody understanding how it could have happened. 

It seems DOGS and CATS are very much in the news now – I wonder why?  Especially the Polar Dogs.  As there has been 5 Polar dogs in the news now since we came to Gauteng – and 5 the Sacred Number of the White Lions.

23/08/2007 05:52am (cell’s time) 6:14am (computer’s time) and isn’t the minutes of the First time just unbelievable?  But the minutes of the Second Time is 14, which is linked to the DOG  part in 14 41 – DOGOD.  And 52 + 14 = 66 and 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfilment.     

Renee3

This is the First Letter of Renee3

24/08/2007 13:24 (cell’s time) 1:44pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have that it is Renee(3) and the First (1) Letter, which gives the hour of the First Time, but also relates to the event of 9/11 with 3 aeroplanes hitting their target and 1 not.  But the 24, the minutes of the First Time, correspond with the day it is today, namely 24.  But 13 hours is also 1pm and this gives a 1 and 24 or I and X or IX.   Well, what shall I say about the Second Time, the 144?

I was sitting and for the last few days, there was a particular song going on in my Head.  As follow:

Net ‘n tikkie vryheid – translated:  Just a bit of freedom

Is al wat ek vra – translated: Is ALL that I ask

Waar ek fantaseer, – translated:  where I can fantasize

Kan droom – translated: be able to dream

En dink – translated: and think

En niemand my pla – translated: and nobody disturbs me.

It seems this is a message from the NO-thing, from our Creator.  To give us the reason why everything must Unite with the Creator again – the whole of the Creation.

I have never before thought that it could be “exhausting” for our Creator to keep Creation going especially for Destiny to be fulfilled.

24/08/2007 13:33 (cell’s time) 1:56pm (computer’s time) and from the First time we can see the link again of the 1 and 24 or IX, which if added gives a 9 (as I is 9^th letter in English Alphabet) and 24 (as X is the 24^th letter in English Alphabet) and

9 + 24 = 33 – like the minutes of the First time in the End of the first Letter of Renee3.  But from the Second time we get that in the minutes 5 + 6 = 11, which makes of the Second Time a 111 or “Reveal/Revelation”.  But as 1 is in Roman Symbols I, and I is the 9^th letter of the English Alphabet, we also get that 56 + 9 = 65, the amount of dimensions Lorraine told me there are and in where I can move around in all of them.

This is the Second Letter of Renee3

24/08/2007 19:53 (cell’s time) 8:14pm (computer’s time) where in the minutes of the First Time we have the 53, which I picked up a domino as we were moving from Cape Town to Pretoria and which is linked to the saying: Bosses gets 53 times more than those beneath them.  But from the minutes of the Second Time, we have the famous 14, which is linked to the DOG, the 5 or Sacred Number of the White Lions and then also to Zep Tepi meridian, being the second (and this the second Letter of Renee(3)) part of that meridian.

But that is what this letter is all about – the coordinates of the Zep Tepi, as to what Zep Tepi refers to and how it is now linked to the Second Time.

This started happening the day before yesterday (22/08/2007) and yesterday (on 23^rd – and this is 2^nd letter of Renee3, which also makes from this letter a 2 and 3 or 23) when I cancelled my insurance as they phoned me and told me my insurance is going up from the 300 it is now, to 500 rand (and I know the 5 is linked to the White Lions, but I guess that is why the insurance company decided to make 500 rand.  For Destiny to help that it links my story to the White Lions too).  And I was upset about this and said I want to cancel my policy as I am not going to suddenly pay 500 rand now.  But then, this morning my father and brother tried everywhere to get me better insurance, but in the end (although I did not see it at first), it seems that 500 rand was the best I will get.  At least at 1pm this afternoon when my father phoned and told me that I must go and pay money into the insurance company’s bank account to get insurance until I get better insurance. 

And the amount I had to pay in was 214,31 rand.  This gives a 2 (second) and then we have left a 14 and 31 or 31 14 – Zep Tepi Meridian.  And as Zep Tepi is linked to the First Time, that is why the 2 is in front of the link to Zep Tepi, namely the 31 14 Meridian, now.  But what was the irony, was that I, after I went to the bank to pay in this money, went to fax the slip of proof that the amount was paid in to Postnet and the time it registered to be posted to the insurance company is 14:02.  This time, namely 14:02, gives several possibilities which I think are all applicable. The hour 14, is also 2pm, which gives then a 2:02 or 22 – the time when the Christ was on Earth to give guidance, this number 22 is linked to that time.  And also does 1 + 4 = 5, and this gives us a 5 and 2 or 52 – linked to the previous parts of the Renee letters and also is 52 one of the Sacred Numbers of the Mayans.  But 14 + 2 also equal 16.  And 16 are my link to Linda, the Mother of the White Lions at the Heartland and probably one of the Highest/Biggest Icons in History – for me.   So this links not only the amount for insurance, to Zep Tepi (Meridian, which links to Timbavati, the home of the White Lions) and therefore to the White Lions, but the time it was faxed through, is also linked to the White Lions, but by way of Linda Tucker, or LT (12 20 or 2012 inversely).

So maybe the whole message about this getting insurance, is to confirm for me that I am linked to the White Lions.  But the White Lions (according to LT in her book:  “Mystery of the White Lions”) are apparently send by God as Messengers of God.

So maybe my insurance upset the other day was worth something – as I got insurance now that I must take the “Blue Print” seriously – as the mess(of all the)age(s).

In Afrikaans insurance is called: “versekering”, which translated mean: assurance.  The only difference between insurance and assurance is “as/in” and then: “surance”.

And as I am sitting here now, the words came to me: in as (inverse of as in, but originally the insurance came up before assurance) can be with the logic behind it, that I am right on spot with my logic. 

This is the End of the Second Letter of Renee3 – that gives a 2 (from the second) and from the Renee(3), we get the 3 that gives us the 23 or 32.

24/08/2007 20:32 (cell’s time) 8:53pm (computer’s time) – and have not tampered with these First and Second times at ALL – it just amazes me that the minutes are what they are in respect to the rest of the letters and to the combinations and their link to what they symbolize.  I have told a psychologist as well as my mother – it is sometimes difficult to believe the coincidences/synchronicities that happen in my life.

NS1.  Like a friend once said:  It is not just one thing – it is a life lived.  And my attention has been focused on a tortoise in our sitting room (an ornament) and I realized but that is how this puzzle comes together piece by piece or is it for the Creator Uniting with the Creator’s Creation again, peace by peace?  But this time and date of the End of this Second Letter of Renee3, has got four 8’s, or 8888 and if you look at the Cartesian Plane of Mathematics, there are 4 sides that goes into infinity – which in my old time, was linked to the 8.  But now all that the 8 means to me, is The Weaving of Fate.  Where if you add all the 8’s, you get 32, and 32 the inverse of 23 and 23 the day that Charlie celebrate his birthday on as well as Linda celebrate her birthday also on the 23^rd.  And if you look at the word “day”, you get

D = 4^th letter

A = 1^st letter

Y = second LAST letter, or wh”Y”

And if you read it backwards, it goes wh”Y” 14 and back again, 41 wh”Y”?  Or to understand better:  wh”Y” 14?  41 is wh”Y” or what Everything is ALL about.  But as “Y” is linked to second LAST, it gives a 2 (from the word second) and LAST – which makes it clear there is no infinity, to none of the directions on the Cartesian Plane in Mathematics’ X and Y Axis’s – to their four ways that exist at this stage still to infinity, as there is a LAST.   And it is ironical that X and Y was chosen for the name of the two axis’s, as X = 24^th letter and Y = 25^th letter and this gives a 22 and 9, which means the old time of the Christ time of 22 is now coming together – in the 9, as the 9 is for me the number where Everything comes together.  But as we have the Y already in the 41”Y”, and the ”Y” 14, we have an extra X now, from LAST, and in Roman symbols X = 10 or 1.  So in the LAST letter of day, namely Y, we now link to the Y a 1, which gives us a 1 and a 14 and a 41 or a 144 and a

1 (from 1 of 14) + 1 (from 1 of 41) = 2, where 2 is linked to second time and second time to all of the rest.  

                                                                                                              24/08/2007 20:40

(and the time this letter really ends is the same as what it starts with, namely 24).

Ns2. And I bought two vouchers for the cells today, the first one is 55 rand and the second one is 29 rand.  And 5 + 5 = 10 and 29 + 10 = 39 or 12 – the number of fulfilment.  But the Pin numbers were as follow:

First one:

744 531 870 315

Second one:

888 214 236 390

See how these numbers blend in with the combinations I am working with?  And that the second and last Pin number, end on 39 (what the price of both added up to), which is the symbol for fulfilment.  And see how in the beginning of the second Pin number, it starts with 888 – where 8 is the Weaver of Fate.  And the time the slip was printed, is 14:35.  But to put the cherry on the cake, all the places where I got all these stuff/synchronicities/coincidences today, is called Olympus (whatever shop it was).  Now how do one explain how does something like this happen.  For everything to fit into everything.  Well, I guess I am silly to ask that question, as if you take it logically, the word everything is the same as the word everything – so it must fit in!

                                                                                              24/08/2007 9:57 or 21:12.

When Creation Unites with The Creator:  and the following words from the same song which I used earlier today in Renee3, comes up:

“Creator” sal Ongebonde en Vry wees.  Translated:  The Creator will be unbound and Free.

And I found the translation of “ongebonde” on page 520 of the dictionary from English to Afrikaans and the other way round.  

But as we ALL will be United with the Creator again, we will be Unbound and Free as well.

Renee4.

This is the First Letter of Renee4.

25/08/2007 01:03am (cell’s time) 1:25am (computer’s time) where the hour and minutes of the First Time reminds of the 4 aeroplanes that crashed on 9/1, with 1 not hitting its target but the other 3 did.  From the Second Time we have that 1 + 25 = 26 and 26 is the amount of letters there is in the English Alphabet.  But 2 + 6 = 8, which is symbolizing “The Weaving of Fate”.  But as 1 + 3 = 4, and 2 + 6 = 8, we have a 4 and 8, or 48 – and 4 + 8 = 12, the number of fulfilment.

Why I started this letter is because there is a note that I want to document – and I cannot sleep either.  The note is as follow:

24/08/2007 21:52

About the book:  “The Secret”.  This “The Secret” is in a Bigger True Secret – and that sounds like a paradox.  But the “True, Bigger Secret”, is a paradox in itself, as misery is our only hope – what else is that than a paradox?  But again, it only sounds like a paradox, as any hope is hope!

                                                                                               24/08/2007 21:59(14)

(and from the day and month we get 2 + 4 = 6 + 8 = 14 – and end minutes also 14.

End of Note!

I am worried sick that ALL must be in misery before they can be part of the Unification of Creation with its Creator.  I remember a newspaper once (I think it was after some country had two or three earthquakes) that had the heading:  Where is God?  As it seems the misery was terrible there and everybody was waiting for God to send help to clear the misery.

I have been to the NO-thingness, the place we will be when we Unite with our Creator.  Now I wonder if there is any way, if it is possible to find any way for mankind to sidestep the pain of misery and still be able to go to the NO-thingness and Unite with the Creator.  Is it possible that if mankind are able to read the “Blue Print” and understand what is going on, will it not help that person to sidestep the misery part?  And I do not even want to speak about the animals!  As I said in the Note, any hope is hope! 

So if our only hope is misery, if we then let go of hope, we will get rid of misery too.

I pray to the Creator of ALL things, please have mercy with mankind, please.  I know the Creator also needs a “break/freedom”, but please, to get to the Creator’s freedom, please do not let mankind suffer in misery to get united with the whole of the rest of Creation, to the Creator. 

And so far the word misery has been used 5 times – this is the odd one out which makes it a 5 and 1 or 51, which is the combination for the symbolism of 51, that it mean, Divine Order.

I cannot do anything than just beg for my plea being heard and addressed if it is for the sake of the highest purpose for ALL, and only if appropriate, and that include the Creator.

If I take what I have been through in 4 years time – and still have my moments of severe emotional pain, what does it matter that someone else has other beliefs than I do, but are just living up to her/his own blue print, yes, the DNA?  Who am I to say that person is doing something “wrong”, as I have shown in the “Blue Print” that there is no more opposites and the word “wrong” is nothing more than an illusion.

If only there were something we can do – especially the animals, to not be in misery, and still have hope?

But this is the end of this First Letter of Renee4 and there are only one “misery” word extra since I counted the others above.  So this gives from that – as the others came down to a 51, and we add this last 1, we get 51 + 1 = 52 – the Sacred Number of the Mayans.  But also it is the inverse of 25, today’s day and I am meeting up with Coral and Hannelie later on today, the 25^th of the 08/2007.  But as Renee4 only consist of 1 Letter, it gives a 4 (from Renee4) and a 1 (there is only 1 Letter that Renee4 consist of).  This gives a 41 or 14 or 14 41 or where it came from originally, DOGOD.  So this letter is basically adding up to 41.

25/08/2007 01:50am (cell’s time) 2:11am (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First and Second times, we have 50 + 11 = 61 – my link to Lorraine.  And the hours of the First and Second times, gives a 1 and 2 or 12 – fulfilment.  But from the 52  (minutes of First Time added to the minutes of Second time where 1 + 1 = 2, which gives then 50 + 2 = 52) and adding it to its inverse, namely 25 (the day today), we get that 52 + 25 = 77.  (And 7 + 7 = 14, the inverse of 41, what this letter adds up to, namely the 41).  But we also got a 12 and 77 + 12 = 89.  But if we look at the month and year, we get from the year 2 + 7 = 9, so from month and year, we get a 89 also.  And 8 + 9 = 17 – a 0(ne) and 7, where I associate 7 with the NO-thing.

Renee5

This is the First Letter of Renee5.

26/08/2007 20:12 (cell’s time) 8:33pm (computer’s time) and I wonder how many will believe that 20:12 is exactly the time that was on my cell phone as I checked it now for the First Time.  I guess if I were in other people’s shoes and read this and see the cell’s time, I would definitely question it’s authenticity.  But there is nothing else I can do, as if I must write what others would want to believe, I will get a hiding from “Those Up There”.  So rather stick to the truth – doesn’t matter how many people believe it or not.  From the second time we have 33 + 8 = 41.  And I won 14 000 rand yesterday, on 25/08/2007.   Where the 14 and 41 are just each other’s inverses.

Yesterday I met up with Coral and Hannelie and during the time we were drinking coffee together, at one stage I was looking at Hannelie and saw in my mind’s eye a lioness.